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2007-11-12T23:50:00.001-08:00

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2007-11-12T01:29:00.000-08:00

what the hell. i really hate to be the punching bag.

i don't deserve this kind of treatment okay!

bloody shit. firstly let me say this.

i hate people with all the funny names.

I HATE NAMES WHICH STARTS WITH :

A- AGNES
B- BELINDA
C-CHLOE* sucks!
D-DENNIS
E-ELISA
G- GERMAINE
J- JANE
K- KELLY* sucks!
L- LIONEL
P- PERLIN/ PEARLYN* sucks EVEN MORE!

THOSE WITH (*), I REALLY HATE THEIR NAMES TO THE CORE.

phew, i had a lil tiff with my sis. i shall nt mention the cause of it. hello little sister, see yr nice big beautiful name now? sorry for all the misunderstandings okay? u are my best sis. no one can ever replace you. anyone who dare to lay a finger on her, i tell u, i burn yr asses man. and whoever dare to bully my baobei i no give chance. ): fcuk u all. dun bully her. stupid sickening asses. baobei, :) ni you wo ah! :) sayang ni. nono with the prawn. HE SUCKS. haha!

you're my best little sister,

you're my pride and my joy,

and i always want the best for you. :)

SISTER, u're my butter and i'm yr bread! :D guaiguai oh. i'll be yr listening ear. and gay :D mueks. dun care mommy. i'll work hard and earn money. help to lessen yr burden! :)

okay. MY BELOVED SISTER, SISTER-IN-LAW AND MY BRO bought me a PINK psp ytd!! woo. it's so cool and damn swee! that's my best belated birthday present. BUT no christmas present. hah. but quite worth it. :) gt audition inside my psp. wooo. :) yayyayyay. i did nt go for the psp slim pink cuz the pink is so fake and flimsy. so breakable and fragile -_- the hot pink is nicer! heh heh. weeee. i went to baby's house today. bought him breakfast and we took turns to play the psp. baby's so lousy la.! and i'm better than him. hohohohoho. :D

aites, till then. too tired to update. lucks to POA takers tml! last paper and then freedom! gonna start work on wednesday. boring leh. yawns. telemarketer. got to prepare bottles of water on my desk le! HEHE. bye.oh. my dad's birthday is tml! exactly one week after mine :)

scorpios rawks. we just love to sting each other. HEH HEH.

2007-11-08T18:53:00.000-08:00

:) happy 365th days together dearest!

it's our anniversary! it was damn fun la!

we took some pics. shall upload it today,

after i come home okies?

First i went to buy our one year anniv present,

then met dear over at dhoby ghaut.

then we went to habourfront :]

weee. we took cable car! NICE SCENERY!

but i was too overwhelmed by the 15 storey height,

that i was so engrossed in telling myself

to calm down. Phobia of heights ):

baby was scared too! ahhhaa.

then we went over to marina to have our lunch.

we went to changing appetites to have a

sumptous meal! heh heh.

then then we exchange presents before the food came.

hmm. baby bought me a bracelet! :]

it's so ex nahs. few hundred bucks.

EHEH. shall wear it everywhere i go~

teehee. i bought him a cross,

few hundred bucks too, so that god can bless my

little baby wherever he goes :]

a kiss on the cross *

then the food came. i don't know what came over baby,

he ordered so much food and yea.. as usual,

we couldn't finish all of them!haha.

i was so full till i couldn't walk la. :p

:] then baby and me went to mujimuji and bought

some snacks! bought marshmellow, biscuits, noodles etc.

:] then we went to pack some food for his bro and gf.

and vroom.! we cabbed back to his home.

i promise i'll upload some photos aites.

nice day with baby and i went home with the fatigue

at 8.30+. tired. had been going out for two straight days!

AND i'm going out today again to meet my little darlings.

:) it's been a long time since i met up with them la.

weeee. :) miss them! aites, nice day spent with my baby.

baby, long way to go. love you to every bits.

:) once again, happy 1st year anniv baby.

mueks. love you..

jiejie no no sad kays. baobao ni. :]

ni shi wo de hao jiejie. looking forward to 19th nov!

hehe. shopping shopping and hehehe.

:] weee. i wanna dye my hair. weeyou weet!

i love the freedom now.

hiakhiak. :] k la. i will be back uploading more pics

and an entry about our whereabouts. :]

till then, freedom smells sweet.

2007-11-06T19:11:00.000-08:00

woo. what a fantastic 17th birthday planned ahead for me.

Thank god for giving me such a wonderful bunch of people.

:] teehee. i wished for a memorable birthday,

and he gave me a memorable birthday and so much more.

In fact, i hadn't lost both my left and right hand huh!

thanks for the mastermind baby and the two good actresses.

-_- actually i prayed to god that i hope this is a prank,

cuz i don't want things to turn out this way.

And thk god, :) this is really a prank -_-

a very FUN prank that made me cried ):

i went to baby's house first..

we had mac breakfast andand plaed soccer tgt.

of course i lost to him -_- it'll be a miracle if i won. HAHA.

now here it goes, two days before my birthday,

shan and zhen actually quarrelled.

and it really felt so terrible to be in between both parties!

just like a meat patty between two burger breads.

i actualy believed what the had planned.

SO REAL and i think 2007 golden horse award has two nominees.

only two of them. AND I THINK THEY SHOULD BOTH GET

THE HORSEY AWARD! for being so damn good in acting lah.

aiyOo. come to think of it, i'm really so naive and gullible.

But in fact, it is zhen's acting skills that is superb.

With another of shan's acting skills to complement each other.

BOOM! u get something good out of it.

We all met up at vivo.

baby and me was at zara looking around for his clothes,

and suddenly grace and geok was outside and i was like EH, hello!

then i was wondering why zhen wasn't there cuz she told

me she was meeting grace and coming here tgt with her.

Then this two idiotic friends of mine lied to me and said

zhen never meet up with us wor. oo. i was like OHHH.

then i called her mobile phone. she didn't picked up.

And she return my call and i was like,

"WHERE ARE YOU?"

and she said she was on the bus and blablabla.

suddenly there was a noise in vivo that i heard over the other

end of the phone as well and definitely zhen had to be here alr.

i whirled around, only to see this big bad goodie pig behind me.

-____________________-

thanks for the surprise, john :]

then we began to plan where to go and stuffs,

and finally settled to dine over at white dog cafe.

Last of year of today, i was also celebrating my birthday here.

Haven't being attached to my baby yet and he was sitting innocently

opposite of me and the pay master was small joey :]

this time round the pay master was baby!

thanks for the sumptous dinner hur baby :]

yay! baby ordered so much stuffs lah. and before coming to vivo we

actually catched a movie, triangle, at lido.

Baby lost to me in scissors, paper, stone!

and had to eat all the nuggets and fries :] hoho.

and yes, over at white dog, we were playing the game again.

baby kena again. WAAHAHA.

then after a very filling dinner, we went on walking around.

zhen is so mafan. she's delaying my precious time-_-

she mentioned about wanting to find a display item which is purple

in colour and we spend almost about 1/2 an hour standing idly

at marina doing NOTHING.

i can't helped her since she said she can't recall the name of the shop.

i believed cuz zhen really has got ULTRA BAD MEMORY.

":] hehe! then she began searching the directory for the

"SHOP NAME THAT STARTS WITH EN.. STHSTH"

we read out all the shop names and that zhen sounded really angry

on the phone when her so-called "sister"&"mother" called.

(when actually her CUTE SISTER& MOTHER was SHANNIE)

-_- really dots. again that zhen was able to act out everything

so well just like she had really got questioned and scolded by

her sis and mom -_- NICE ONE HOR ZHEN! THUMBS UP.

GOLDEN HORSE LA GOLDEN HORSE.

and even baby and grace gt pranked. HAHA.

:D nice one nice one. hmm. zhen, really leh.

go join the cai hua he yi chu xing xiu pls. LOL.

and we went over to suntec since that zhen had such a sad face

that i really felt like consoling her and letting her cool down first.

while walking over to suntec, baby asked me to asked zhen whether

she wanted to go to sky garden to have some fresh air since

she was feeling so vexed.

hmm. i asked baby to ask her cuz i was really lazy -_-

then he asked me to ask! waraoo. u another mafan gui.

HEHE. then i asked zhen wan go blablabla. she say WHERE?

i also don't know sky garden sia.

never go before.-_- again that zhen portray her nice acting skills again.

"YOU MEH? YOU MEH? NA LI SIA! ZHEN DE MA?

BU YAO LUAN LUAN DAI WO QU HOR!"

-_- stupid sia! where where? u sure have this place meh?

world la. that we really went to sky garden. walk right to the end..

and i didn't really saw the cake from far la until

my baby asked,"look! what's that?"

that i was like hmm what's that cake doing there?

and beside it was a present with a card.

i recognised shan's handwriting. and began shouting "IT'S SHAN'S

HANDWRITING!~ IT'S SHAN'S!!"

then that stupid girl was like ," hais, SHAN IS THAT REALLY YOU?

CHU LAI MA! *SAD FACE"

-_- then taadaa! my left hand popped out behind the bushes.

and i cried ): how can she be here when she and zhen was quarrelling.?

boo. waste my bucket of tears. my face gt cake nahs ):

yay. such a nice sweet 17th. thks guys! esp shannie.

u acted pretty well too huh!

both of u lil rascals!!!

not talking in the exam hall and with shan not even coming to the

classroom with us ): roar. bite both of your butts la!

sorry kays shan. i didn't meant to compare you with her. LOL.

cuz u broke my heart first.

i thought u changed and u mentioned u won't regret and blablabla.

wahh. yr words stabbed my heart like a knife through butter man!

so i just blabbered out all those angry words

and even dismiss our audition team. SO SORRY! :D

thanks guys. i enjoyed it so much. hugs both of my girls*

THANKSTHANKS.

thanks to baby too. hugs*

thanks to grace, gerald and geok too! :) triple Gs.

once again, THANKS FOR THE MEMORABLE WONDERFUL

SUPER ULTRA NICE 17TH BIRTHDAY. :]

yes ah! i've got my right hand and left hand back! woolala.

thanks for the presents! and well-wishes from all 20+ people

who sent me birthday wishes :)

you guys know who u are and thnk you! HEHE.

2007-11-05T18:36:00.000-08:00

Dear God, i would like you to hear my happenings & prayers.

I'm a little girl who's healthy and happy-go-lucky.

I had everything that i ever wanted.

One day, i lost both my legs.

And on the eve of my birthday, i lost both my hands.

each and everyone of them just meant so much to me.

But i must say i didn't treasure them when i had the chance to do so.

we used to be so happy together.

from five, to four then to three.

and now? ONE?

it's really unfortunate that on the eve of my birthday,

things turned out to be like this.

When i lost my legs, i can still move about in the wheelchair,

having my hands to be my legs by pushing the wheels myself.

Yet now? even my hands are gone. how am i gonna survive?

my limbs.. i only have my body now.

my mood is so much dampen now.

God, why? i know that sometimes i come and go.

Sometimes i forsake you, and sometimes i return to you.

Glorious moments, i praise glory in your name.

Dark moments, i come to seek your help.

I know sometimes i'm asking too much.

but i just wished that my hands could be back with me,

to celebrate this joyous occasion with me. can i?

Dear girls, my four limbs are none other than

grace who had left us in the earlier part of kissgoodbye.

amanda who left us in the earlier part of club 163 as well.

shan who had left me and zhen in the later part of the trio.

and zhen who is now so badly hurt.

i must say the times that we had are infinitely enjoyable.

but things just don't turned out the way it should be.

friends come and go, but 5 years of friendship,

destroyed just within that 5 seconds.?

is it worth it to do things in a rash?

However, i must still thank my body for nt leaving me.

babyboy, u are my body! thk u so much for showering me

your utmost love and care. mueks.

my eyes would be my sis, who had given me light in my entire life.

my ear would be my mom, always attentive & vigilant.

to the above-mentioned people,

sometimes i had taken u guys for granted.

All the precious moments culminated just in this fate of mine.

i sincerely thank u guys for playing a part in my life.

and to amanda and grace.

although u guys had left, we'll still be friends.

to my important right and left hand,

shan and zhen.

it really hurts me that my two hands are having

some kind of conflict. Both parties mentioned that

the friendship can never be salvaged in any way or so,

but pls do take into consideration about it.

look at the whole picture before making some silly mistakes.

i hate to be the meat patty between both of you.

how? we used to joke and laugh so much when we're tgt.

so oblivious to the cares of the world.

making frequent trips to the foodcourt or macdonalds

to have our sumptous meal. laughing and joking away.

both of u meant so much to me.

had u guys forgotten all the precious moments?

my two hands, come back to me won't you?

stop quarrelling and i'm seriously tired of all this.

it's my birthday. can't u guys return as a whole to me?

may this be my birthday wish.

dearest baby and sis, thank you for not leaving me

during my darkest and most vulnerable state.

you guys rocks my life :] mueks!

below, a song for my limbs. take a look at it.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year

we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of the night in June

I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon

And There was me and you, and then it got real blue

Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and

We would get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels

Chorus:As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, from whatever

We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money

When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And this is how it feels

*Repeat chorus*La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah,

yeahLa, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly*

PS: pat particular attention to words in bold.

A Simple Thank-You, My Friend
by warmhrt

Into the dim lit, bare walls of my world,

You entered, bringing light and life to me,

The vivid colors, painted with a swirl

Of wit and charm, of personality,

With tender care, you added comfort, warmth,

And images that line the now bright walls.

I look upon them fondly, bringing forth

A thankfulness that you walk in these halls

With me; our friendship has become a part

Of my world now; it has its special place,

Within my being, life, and in my heart,

Your name hangs right beside your smiling face.

Rememb'ring just how drab these walls had been,

I have to thank you for the light, my friends.

2007-11-04T01:40:00.000-07:00

OH yay!2 more days to my 17th birthday.

my sis had baked me an ice-cream cake!

and i'm looking forward to my cake-cutting session!

i'm so touched and thks sis!

u're my bestest bestest sis.

no one can ever replace u :D

and er called me today. :)

we're gonna meet up on thurs. yay!

finally we're meeting up. hooray! :)

weee. :) liberation coming soon! weees!

tml ss, my birthday science paper 1, yay. free! :)

baby said he's gonna bring me go cable car dining on wed.

our one year anniversary! :) yay.

ppl envy us. HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO.

yay. soon no need to see bitches and bustards. WOOHOO!

2007-10-30T21:59:00.000-07:00

YAY-ness. i've a job interview this friday.

the pay is okay. just nice for me to survive. LOL.

hope i'll pass the interview and get to work asap.

i'm only going to start on nov 8 :D

i want freedom ! humph. soon. :}

hehehehe. hope my girls and i can get our jobs soon.

hooray. tml is POA. ): pray tt it will nt be SO difficult.

Control a/cs:

*to chedck the accuracy of posting in debtors, creditors and their related accounts. The balance in the control a/cs must agree with the total of the individual balances. If they do not agree, there may be errors in the debtors, creditors or their related accounts.

*provide summarised information about debtors and creditors and thereby help in the preparation of accounting reports.

wish me luck and i'm on my way to liberation.

lucks GIRLS! :] let's go to poly tgt! ;)

2007-10-29T23:34:00.000-07:00

YAY-ness . English and Maths papers are over !

hooray . I'm left with POA , physics ,

and social studies . and boom ! the sweet-smelling

liberation ! :D yay . exactly a week to my birthday

:D i can't wait to go out and relax .

Lucks to all O lvls takers .

8 more days to 1 yr . so elated` !

honey is waiting for me :)

yay. YAY. yay . YAY.!

I'M going to be 17 SOON! :D

i wish time can pass by faster !

but i wish to prolong it after the exams

xD HAHA !

i wanna find a good job. INTROS, anyone?

i'm diligent. (hoho) i promise to be home by 7.

HAHAHAHAHHAA.

2007-10-25T21:30:00.000-07:00

I am so exhaustically drained. I have to perservere and hang on, just for the remaining subjects. After Mon, things will be easier. I wouldn't have to fret for the 2 major papers- Eng & Maths. Monday. Crucial day as it determines my future. I'm serious. Only by passing this 2 subjects can I get my entrance to a good business or banking diploma. So yea, god will be by my side, every moment, to grant me the power and intelligence to go on. In everything i do ,i know he's with me,supporting me all the way. Praise be to God. ;D

Geo was tough, but not to the extent that it was not do-able. I think i screwed up mapreading and 1 qn of manufacturing. Thankfully, hours of mugging and regurgitating geo kept my pen up throughout the entire 1.5 hrs. I reckoned it'll be a border line pass.Ohya, and i overheard a loud voice during mstan's eng remedial," I COULD SEE THE F9 RIGHT INFRONT OF MY FACE. BUT NEVERMIND LA, ENGLISH A1." I have no comments but just a word of caution to you, do not grow too big for yr shoes that you would eventually cause your own downfall. It is perfectly alright to showcase your inflated confidence or egoism but just be complacent.

LUCKS TO ALL HISTORY STUDENTS TODAY.
ONE paper down, FEW more to go.
English, Maths, Social Studies, POA, Physics.
Good luck to ALL O&A lvls 2007 takers.
11 more days to my sweet 17.
12 more days to my 1 yr anniv.
24 more days to dye-hair session w sis.
35 more days to babyboy's sweet 17.

2007-10-15T04:54:00.000-07:00

4705 visits.

rainy day.

i went to the library this afternoon with my sis.

Bugis National Library.

We chose a seat near the window panel and

from there, we've gt an awesome breath-taking view!

i even saw the DHL hot air balloon! ;D

we were not allowed to bring notes into the library

since it was listed as one of the library's rules.

We ended up smuggling them, jeez.

i sat down and completed my english compre

whilst my sis sat there and findled with her laptop.

there's this little boy, around age 5-8, sitting beside me.

Mind you, he's a little genius at work!

its rare to see such hardworking souls reading,

and enhancing his knowledge with 2 huge books on butterflys.

spending his holidays in a library!

i'm sure he has a fettish for butterflys since he reads nth but those.

ooo, and yes! there's no kins of his beside him.

HE'S ALONE.

i'm pretty impressed with this little genius

and i just gazed at him in wonder.

turning his book page by page, patiently.

he's the type of lil children i want as my kid :)

so disciplined and obedient. ;D

and i wouldn't have to waste my time

nagging at him to study.

hmm, i wonder what would i be if i adopt his method

of learning. wow, mayb i would be schooling in a poly now,

instead of sec 5. blame it on my laziness.

but i just not as disciplined as him. (tiu lian lei)

but then again, perhaps its nt my fault.

since i'm so naive and don't even know what PSLE was,

until i took the exam. yes, go ahead and laugh ):

its true , lah ):

sis complaint that there's no internet connection to her laptop.

then i suggested going to macdonalds.

So we headed to the bedok reservoir mac,

then we can go straight home after mugging!:)

over there, i completed some ten-year series exercises.

oh gosh, there's this little boy. should be around sec 1-2.

he's so irritating. no manners.

he kept repeating the same thing over and over again.

All he said was CRAPS CRAPS AND CRAPS.

i was so irritated that i told my sis,

i hoped he gets bitten by a crab at the beach.

i wonder how his parents can tolerate his "CRAPS".

argh. i don't wish to have such children.

Then again, if the child is too obedient and follows a

fixed and monotonous routine everyday,

i'm afraid he may go bonkers someday

and end up leaving the house and scolding me of intruding his freedom!

argh, eat my paradox.

:( ohyes, there's this pervert at blk 112 coffee shop.

he wanted to get close to me!and thks to my sis.

she shielded me and pulled me away :)

ytd i met him and he was giving me this cheeky look.

and the same thing happened today.

boo. i hope he goes to jail to eat black bean rice!

:( baddie. another imbecile.

andandand, my sis said i have no backside ):

how sad. i even show her my butt. ):

but she still insisted i have no butt. ):

o, i was wearing a hipster skinny jeans and..

): she's such a big bully.

i have a BACKSIDE, okay?

and it's BIGGER than yrs, sis :D

loves.

honey is out, sis is watching her dvs.

boring. ):

mom mai eh, i miss u leh.

miss scolding u. HA-HA-HA.

2007-10-09T00:06:00.000-07:00

oh yay. finally the long awaited day is approaching.

what should i do? i'll be 17(oh,finally!) in less than a mth.

i'm gonna make my birthday wishes an advanced one.

i really hope i'll be able to get into SP

and start life afresh there.(bnss cmi)

i can't wait to get there. i hate the sight of imbeciles and bitches.

i can't stand it any longer. oh, my my.

oh, wait. there's more.

i hope to get the targeted 13 pts and pass my english with a B4.

sounds good? anw, lets have a backup plan, just in case.

then again, i also longed for serenity in the family.

With all to be safe and sound.Good health in their way

and prosper with the, u know, $.$!

[like how the Chinese will put it, HUAT ah.]

there's more la. i just couldn't recall ): roar.

Today is great-grandma's 1 yr death anniversary.

i was still mugging for my Ns on the day she died,

i really regret nt paying her a visit in the hospital.

argh, let's not get sentimental.

this year , i've have 8 candles to blow. wee?

at least it is easier than my 9th birthday.

it's tough to blow 9 candles at one go.

grins* i always end up bursting into laughter when i can't

finish blowing all the candles.

and there's my wonderful and tasty saliva

on the birthday cake! say yes! chuckles*

i wanna ace for the upcoming exams. ):

lord, i pray. grant me the infinite intelligence and wisdom

to ace all the paper. Hear my prayer and SP,HERE I COME.

hello great grandma, answer my prayers and i'll make u proud.

28 days to my sweet 17th.

29 days to our 1 yr anniversary.<333>

35 days to liberation.

2007-10-03T02:07:00.000-07:00

IMBECILES.

LOW LIFE PEA-BRAIN ASSES.

I HOPE ALL OF YR ASSES ROT,

IN 10 DAYS TIME.

-SERIOUS FUNGAL INFECTION.

PLS REFER THEM TO SGH.

I'LL SUBSIDISE PART OF YR

MEDICAL EXPENSES.

THANKS.

2007-09-07T14:06:00.000-07:00

10 MTHS ANNIV! (:

silly baby gave me a really big surprise,

that kept me indulge in this sweetness

THE WHOLE DAY!! ;D

ah~ it certainly felt good.and i saw ants and bees!

haha! i couldn't believe that he was such

a good actor la.hor bb? he wished me 12am!

and he didn't sleep for the whole night.

Reason being, he was afraid he couldn't wake up.

so he went out at 6am just to buy the flower for me.

awww. that's so sweet and sincere of u.;pp

the florist only opens at 8. so poor bb,

gotta wait and taadaa! he gave me a big surprise.

he asked me to close my eyes (:

and i did. i was so so so touched when i saw it!

heh. weeees. i really feel so fortunate ;D

its really nice to fall in love once again ;)

yay-ness. and he told me its his first time

sending flowers to his gf. awww.

that kept me smiling all day long once again ;D

<3333

it represents one and only (:

a special I LOVE YOU card, a letter, a white rose,

and a cute bf. awwwwww.

dearest. u made my day. and i love you :)

oh, i did some maths qn and geo from 10pm to 12am.hmm. i'm gonna do somemore revision for geo. all the way cheryl. ;) good luck baby for yr exams on monday too. and also ppl taking their prelims this coming monday. ;D lucks.

2007-09-04T01:59:00.000-07:00

881! YOU AH YOU!

WOO. went to catch 881 ytd afternoon.

rate it 5/5. heart-warming and touching scene!

one you can never expect to get in a local film.

catch it before it ends(closing date:5th sept)

yesterday night turned out fine. (:

it was raining when i stepped out of my house.

so heavy that poor shanny got delayed.

i reached eunos first. then came zhen.

shan couldn't find her ez-link card so she asked

us to go first. so we went to the salon to get our hair cut.

both zhen and i went to trim our eyebrows too!

then after i finished, shan came (:

i like my new hairstyle. except for the new bangs.

hopefully, when my fringe grows, it'll be better! ;)

then zhen went on to far-east to meet geok

while i sprinted to vivo to get baby and my movie tickets.

blisters ):

when i arrived, the queue over at the cinema was nuts la.

it was so long!! damn long!! ): i was like

praying that there'll still be seats left for the 881.

thk god for answering my prayers!

though we had the first row's seats, at least

we were able to watch the movie! (:

then i went to do some shopping before baby reached.

i bought a black cardigan! yay!

i'm so happy with my buy. cuz that's what i had

been looking for since last week! :)

Bb came and we went to the cinema.

i actually lied to him that we were catching ratatouille

and that the tickets for the 881 was sold out.

My plan went on very much smoothly,

until the trailers ended and the show started.

bb still thought we were at the wrong cinema!

lolx! he realised everything was a trick

when i gave him this sly and cunning look.

HAHAHAHA! LMAO!

the show was so touching and i cried throughout.

the papaya sisters really reminded me of my sis and i.

the tightly knitted relationship

that we shared. i think my sis will react the same

if i were to contract such illnesses. thk god i had you, sis.

then bb and i cabbed down to teoheng to meet the rest.

we were famished & looking high and low for a suitable

eatery. Then we settled for a meal at a chicken rice shop.

woo. that shop was well-furnished and looked very much

like a 5-stars restaurant. U know, those places

where our papa and mama would bring us to?

after a satisfied meal, we went on to find them.

there were 2 rooms. and we went to the"girls" room.

bb and i sang quite a few songs and we wished the birthdayboy.

(: after the ktv session, all of us went seperate ways and headed home. bb and i cabbed back to my home. he send me home and we bid farewell. ):

i enjoyed my day with bb! :) and its really hilarious on how i managed to disturb my sis on what time i was supposed to reach home. 10:59, my watch reflected. i showed it to her and she smiled. AHAHHA. i was to return home at 11, on the dot i promised. hehe. i'm glad i've managed! hehe. bb went hougang while i bathed & blowed my hair. and thump! i fell asleep.

this afternoon we had a major tiff. we were nt talking for hours!

people out there, don't be too happy to see us quarrel.

sorry to displease u guys and wipe the grins on your faces. we're back to normal! :) and coming out even stronger than those puppy loves u guys are having now. laughS* stop bitching around la. for goodness sake. jeez. weees. bb is sweeter to me now. awww. the sorry that he said, really melts my heart. i know both sides have their flaws but we have to be strong and conquer all difficulties we are facing (: the tears that fell weren't a waste at all. :) in fact, they were tears of joy. ;D i've learned so much in this relationship. Things that i can't learn in my contextual sources and this are values that will accompany me, for the rest of my life. bb, u're the best :)

both b and i are jealous of each other.

we talked things out and taadaa.

THINGS ARE SO SO MUCH BETTER.

nownownow, sluts and bitches, shoo off yea?

i don't feign ignorance. so pls. zi dong a bit. ;D

.yay-ness.

2007-09-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

i went to Suntec Convention Hall today

and saw shahirah price being one of the models there,

and also cheryl tan being a promoter.

it was so crowded with people pushing their way thru.

i feel so pissed with those people pushing me!BUT!

i'm happy with my buy! i got a 1GB memorycard for $35 (:

my bro bought a printer, army helmet, and more things for

his new house which i can't really remember. lol.

His freaking helment cost him $100!

ahah! and he's going for reservice this early sept. awww.

2 weeks. LMAO! orbigood. so he can't steal my food ;D

he stole my icecream today! what a big bad wolf ):

after that, we proceeded on to somewhere that i don't even know. lol.

went there just to play CS-_-

i'm a noob at it so i went on to play my audition!

AHAA. its abt one mth or so since i touched it!

and my skills are getting poorer.

but still, i managed to play 148bpm songs! HAHAH.

and with only 2 or 3 misses and ofcuz the FM la.(:

wee. i'm NOT gonna redownload audi for the time being.

perhaps, after my Os. if not i will be too obsessed with it,

and end up not studying for my Os!

i wouldn't want to fail it! (: so i gotta reframe myself from some

leisure for the time being but i'm sure its worth it! xD

we took a cab home and home sweet home.

ooops. i neglected baby for the whole day.

somehow or so. hmm. ): sorry baby.

HEHEH. monday kays! 881! here i come! HEHE.

ohyes, i completed one set of eng compre.

3 mre to go (: gonna be a gd girl and

complete somemore hw tml. ;D

till then, lights off* (:

2007-08-31T05:17:00.000-07:00

一人一半感情不散

一人一素故感情才会久

时光累积安静的泪滴

一心去追爱那么可贵

这样的人这样地等

无非是等个回应眼神

为爱反滚不及伤痕

甘心为你一身都浮沉

这样的人别笑我蠢

傻傻的心痛也不觉疼

就算天冷就算难残忍

等你想起这没用的人

一人一半感情不散

已经找到爱为何要离开

一人一半感情不散

已经找到爱为何要离开

已经找到爱为何先离开

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY (:

gonna catch 881 on mon. can't wait to cry it out.

i've seen the trailer. it's already SO UBER touching,

let alone watching the whole movie!

awww. i can't imagine myself crying in there.

my sis had watch it alr. she said the papaya sisters

reminded her of us ;D

weee. mon is jeff's bday.

most probably, after cut hair -> movie 881!

then to either teoheng or marina along with baby.

now i gotta be a gd girl and do my work (:

bye.

2007-08-29T03:45:00.000-07:00

i drew this. say hi to the future apparel designer.LOL.
this is our couple watch (:
i'm wearing my sis's shirt! xD and my new glasses ):
had a gd laugh in class. minnie has a phobia of heights now.
thks sis for the powerful 100 marks morale-booster.
hehe. my sis got me this! (:

life had been rather tranquil except for the escalating tension.
or rather, stress. i overheard a news last week.
a sec 4 boy was knocked down by a SBS bus.
he was supposed to be sitting for his O lvls this year.
i felt so fragile.
just one more lap to go..
but. God didn't allow him to.
maybe its gd, and maybe not.
God is telling me sth. on that very night,
i had the thought of jumping down.
it's that very night that the news broadcasted that tt boy died.
is this a wake-up call?
i bet it is.
its just a tiff with sis. so much stress . so much tension.
i know its partly my fault.
hub was there to console me.
if i were to jump down that very night, i will end up exactly lyk him.
his parents grieving and MY parents grieving.
i don't want it to happen.
i'm glad i did the right choice. (:
consoling others was easy. but consoling myself,
its hard to. no idea why.
but that's the irony.
strong on the outside but very vulnerable inside.
(: no more quarrels and tiffs, sis.
promise to be a gd girl. u too yea?
baby has been supportive. (: loves.
'll be going for a haircut on monday
with shannie and chinny.
hopefully a new hairstyle will perk me up.

ilu&imu.

2007-08-27T01:35:00.000-07:00

went to catch a movie last sat.

rattatouille( nt sure of the spelling.)

my sis pronounced it as rang-ta-tuo-yi.(let him strip)

AHAHAHHA. lmao!

its a nice rat movie. lolx. nice ending! (:

but its still a cartoon! had my eng prelim today.

paper 1 was fairly alright while paper 2 was a little tough.

i'm having ss tomorrow. i'm spotting topics.

yes, again. u know i can't possibly study 10 chapters of ss eh?

so i'll most prob be focusing on diplomacy for prelims and Os. (:

yesterday my dad pointed a middle finger. first time lei!

with that f word nearly coming out of his mouth.

AHAHAHA! that was awesome. lolx! welldone dad.

lolx. ahaha. i can't stop laughing man.

ooo. thank god there's this thing called prelims if not,

i'll nv prepare myself. for heaven's sake . heh.

learning well to cope with fear and anxiety (:

rate it 3/10!

i'm so tired. i hadn't had a gd rest. i mean sleeping for 13 hrs straight.

even on weekends, i have to wake up at 9am. for both sat and sun.

BOO. that's so.. eek. NO LIFE. but well.

just have to tolerate for another 3 mths. and wee!

the desired LIBERATION.

just nice the END of Os falls on my birthday. yay!

open champagne! weee. and

i can't wait to sleep for straight 19 hrs.

AHAHAHAHA.

i missed that guy. the one who's been

encouraging me all along.

haaahaa. miss the sight of him ):

how sweet can he be at times! ;D

after Os. yay! everyday go shopping with him.

HAHAHAHA. hor piggy?

smelling some freedom already.

gotta start moving!! (:

oh, and thank god i didn't perm my hair. hehe.

lucky i rebonded it. if not i will look like

as though i'm in my 30s. llmmaaoo!!!!

HAHAHAHA! mayb considering perming when the

length of my hair reaches my tummy.

wee. if hair too short rebond very ugly. EEEEEK.

perm it with longer hair (: that's it.

2007-08-20T03:17:00.000-07:00

just had my english oral.

i hate to be the last one.

its freaking cold and the examiners made no

effort to pay any bloody attention to you.

grrr. its a big screw up la.

as usual, when i walked home,

the newspaper vendor happily greeted me with a warm smile.

but today, he initiated the chat.

him:" xiao mei( little girl in chinese), ni mei you chi shu tiao le arh?"

( you don't eat fries anymore?)

me: "you arh." ( i still do )

him: "nah, na qian, uncle qing ni."

( take the money, uncle treat you).

me:" huh. bu yao la. wo de jiejie deng yi xia hui mai gei wo.(:"

( nope. my sis will buy me fries later! ;D)

awww.

he reminded me of the sch bus uncle whom i used to have.

i miss him real loads. i've been finding him all these years

but to no avail.

i don't wish to hear the bad news that he's probably dead.

he's like the only person during my primary school years,

who dotes on me like how a grandfather would

): i think he's my sch bus uncle. =x

i just couldn't describe the feeling.

has his soul entered into this uncle's body?

hub is sick. he suspect that dere's a tumour in his head.

just hope that he'll be fine ):

i can't lose him. he's still young, and his future has yet to be made.

god, please heal him with yr almighty power. ;(

today's just not my day. argh

neth loves you!

2007-08-15T04:02:00.000-07:00

haaaa! hello darling! i am invading your blog oh! haha! well, heh heh! hmm, firstly i wanna say i love you baby! heh heh! muack! my poor little baby, so you met with perverts today again huh baby. sayang nahs. baobao ni oh. everytime wan lei baby. getting worried you know you know! hees. so you better remember the promise you just told me huh! hehes. better dont break it or else.. haaaa! you know i know. and i know you dont know wht i am talking. WAHAHAS. anyway, why you so lazy blog huh baby. dont so naughty can anot hur. guai abit nahs ~ muack! hoho! can take this chance to bully you baby. haaaa! so fun. well, alright. so did you miss me so much so much today?! because i miss you so much so much today. HAHAS. baby, pay attention in class nahs. guai okie! soon we will meet up again de wor. so concentrate alright baby. i will miss you every second every minute ya? hees. =)). baobao ni oh. sayang*. muack! alright jiu dao zhe li. muack! freee then help you update again okie! lan duo chong! heee. love you nahs! cant wait to see you my dear! i miss you real loads! muacks.

your boy!
muacks.

2007-08-14T02:43:00.000-07:00

PRAISE THE LORD!

i've managed to get an A1 for my chinese.

phew. i've never expected a 1!

cuz in my entire life, i don't really like chinese.

all the difficult words, i'll either translate it in

english or memorised the meaning.

WEES! cannot believe wad i just saw!

everything seems so unreal, just like a fantasy.

hip hip hurray! i've a list of ppl to thank!

1.my heavenly father, brother , and mother:

for always answering my prayers, no matter how unrealistic they can be

at times. Without the three of you, i would not be what i am today. i

promise to be a good child of yours and help people around me to regain their

faith. Thank you so much for the infinite intelligence and the

almighty faith u've given me (: i'll treasure everything around and beside me.

Live everyday to the fullest and rejoice.

the almighty works marvels. <333333333333

2.my family members: for allaying my worries and assuring me that everything

will be just fine. grandma for accompanying me to church and praying

real hard for me. (: not forgetting the tonics to boost my health. mummy

for her hugs and words of encouragement. jiejie for teaching me chinese

when i'm in primary school with a CANE. hehe. and of course her ultimate

praying power! ;p daddy for his sarcasm and brother for his crude remarks. p;

bleah! hehehe. <3333333333

3.LOVE: thank you for always being there for me! to boost my self-esteem

and to motivate me to study. ;D muacks! without yr naggings, i think it's impossible to get

that grade! ;DD AHAHA! thk u dear! ehehe. and also for yr understanding for not being

able to accompany you at times. ;D xie xie dahuaidan! (: <333333333

4.CHARLES korkor: for the trouble to have to come down to tutor me

in chinese. thks for all the important notes and keypoints u had given me for the paper1.

(: apart from that, and thk u for having the trouble to have to call me the night

just before my O lvl chinese oral to calm me down and offer me guidelines on what to say.

korkor, this A1 is for you! ;D

5.JOANNA mushroom head: for the trouble to have to come down and meet

me just to teach me oral and to give me a chinese handbook on "chengyu".

hehe. thks la shortie ;D let's go shopping after my Os! ;D this A1 is also for you! ;D

6.my girls: don't be too bothered kays. still have time, still can do well for other

subjects ;D jiayou! let's work hard together and get into the same polytechnic next year!

three cheers!* weeees. thks zhen for always telling me what those strange and profound

chinese characters meant. shan for the mickey disc and minnie ear rings!! love it to bits!

7.MYSELF: yay! give myself a pat on the shoulder* finally all the hardwork and dedication i've put in my chinese had paid off. the extra effort to have to go down to meet up with ex-schoolmates despite the fatigue. ;D till now, i still can't believe it! yay! open champagne* lol. most important person to thank, mr chua for his sarcasm and mr wangfang! mr wang is the best tcher i had, despite his hostile temper at times. ;D cheryl! muacks! AHHHA. time to do well for the rest of the subjects too! gambate! ;D

2007-08-07T05:18:00.000-07:00

weees!today is the 7th again (:

my favourite number!;)

its me and dear's 9 months anniv.!

weees. time really flies hur.

its been a tough and long journey.

but i believe we can do it de! hor dear?

hehe! 9 mths is enough to conceive a baby. ahah. wow.

as usual, mugging for short tests like ss.

shake head* so vexed! 5 days of holi.

tonnes of homework again.

yes again, i know its for our own good

but fong is so so so ridiculous. argh! 2 sets of sbq+structured.

argh. its full of hw hw and hw.

prelims are just around the corner.

just have to bark up alr.

weees. today was fun!

zhen shan and i were laughing like hell la.
i'm 7 yrs old (:,

shan is 6 while zhen is 5.

AHAHAHA! damn funny with all the jokes .

ehehhe. u know, laughing is gd. LOL.

it relaxes yr muscles so u won't feel that tense.

lol. after a therapeutic laughing session, it certainly kept me awake

thru out the day. Of course, nearing the end of he day,

i'll feel restless. ):

weees. national day is the day after tml.

can't get to see fireworks though )=

but nvm, i still can catch it during countdown

or next yr's national day. hehe!

zuo ren yao san si er hou xing.

yi dan xian ru kun jing, jiu hen nan tao tuo ler.

ni de yi ju yi dong dou bei shang di kan guang le.

ru guo hai zhi mi bu wu de hua,

yi hou yu dao kun nan shi, ke bu yao guai bie ren.

yin wei zhe shi ni zi ji suo zao de nie.

mei ren neng bang ni.

ru guo ni ren wei li yong na me yi ge bu shi ji you you zhi de fang fa

ni hui huo de ni suo yao de jie guo, na wo men bu fang kan yi hou,

shi shui hui de shen li. shui hui da xiao yi chang.

ben xiaojie bu yong chu hua lai ma ni,

shi bu xiang lang fei wo de li qi.

ru guo yong zhe xie bu ya de hua yu lai zhe ma ni.

wo bu dan bu hui ying, wo hai hui lang fei wo de li qi.

zhe shi bu zhi de de. yin wei ni zhi shi yi ge nao hai mei zhen zheng fa yu de hai zi.

zhe shi wo neng li jie de. dan shi, xiang jing gao ni.

wo bu ma ni, bing bu dai biao ni bu hui bei wo hen.

deng ni 20 duo sui cai lai jiang ba.

ni hui yu dao chong chong de kun nan.

na ge shi hou. qing bu yao gui wo orh.

zhe shi ni suo lei ji de bao ying (:

wo bu dan bu hui you bao ying. kan ni zai shou ku,

WO LE ZAI QI ZHONG XIANG HAHA DA XIAO. ;p

sp1ermt2oi3letlauf4 cuk

inbi5tchmo6ron.

LOVE&KEN.

07112006.

happily ever after.

2007-08-05T03:15:00.000-07:00

say HI to patrick!! wees. shop around the whole suntec,

just to find this CUTE LITTLE STARFISH-_-

hehe. hub likes it ;)

weee!he can say bye to his old one cuz

its in the rubbish bin.

((: heh.

try reading btw the lines and u'll find this extract so terribly true.

i miss my old hair ): bought this handbag for mommie!its her 53th birthday tml!;D
this is my aunt. she's renewing her marriage vow this coming sat.

u know, its so cute to see middle-aged couples getting married once again. just, so lovingly sweet. yes, the results WILL be out this coming monday and i'm so freaking nervous. argh! just hope i will get a grade that i want. :) weees. and ya! ytd i bought geok's birthday present. and also i was taking patrick to irritate my sis. AAHA. my father and my sis hates it, why? beats me too. somehow, the more i look at it, the more i find it cute. But i must admit, the first sight of it, was a little of an eyesore. HAHA. (: my cute lil hub is so happy with that patrick ;D

that's gd news eh? haha. so he can hug it to slp every now and then hor! hehe. i'm so happpy with my buy ;) oh ya! i bought a crown for myself. its nice!! ;) perhaps i can wear it on formal occasions like weddings? or even graduation night if there is one. heh heh. over at the bridal shop, (its actually a hdb flat) the owner has 2 adorable dogs! awww. i really wanna have a dog!! perhaps when i'm much older ba. ;) my sis says i can only keep it in my room if i have one )): so sad. the dogs are so cute la. they even come to me and lick me ;) see. they love me! ehhe. i wan i wan! i saw nice baby clothes too. ;) how i wish i'm a little baby. =)

2007-08-01T23:52:00.000-07:00

i feel so weak and exhausted.

its the cause of AV(if u don't know, ASK ME!;p)!argh!

had been doing my homework these few days.

(:Actually, its quite satisfying to do hw,

(esp when u see how much u've done at one shot)

provided if i know HOW TO DO IT la.

haha! but i'm just plain lazy. argh!

pls dear friends and passerbys, advice me to study pls.

LOL. i just can't start on any revision.

everyday of mine, i'm just rushing to finish my sch work.

everyday is monotonous.

i'm doing the same thing over and over again.

everyday i'll finish my sch homework.

Then again, thurs and friday, i'll be doing my tuition homework.

argh! no life. another 2 mre months. phew.

really gotta buck up alr.

I WANT TO GO SP. IF I CAN'T GET INTO THE BANKING,(TOUCH WOOD)

I'LL RETAKE SOME PAPERS.

arggh! THE MT RESULTS WILL BE OUT ON 13TH AUG!

let's just be optimistic! how abt a B3?

anything below that, i'll have to retake my mother tongue paper.

OH GOD, plsplspls. pls save me the trouble.

i don't wish to waste precious time(which i can spend on

other subjects)on this subject again.

bf is at WCG. good luck qad! u can do it okay!

go go go! geok's bday is coming! 13th aug.

it's like the same day as the releasing of the results!

pity her la. but if her results is like FWAHS, then wee!she'll be happy.

and that calls for a celebration! yippie.

wan today like so "enjoy" himself. AHAHAH!

geok will be the next one.heheh.

happy birthday to all august babies.hehe.

): when will my turn come!

): end of O lvls.infact, the last paper of O lvls.

SO LUCKY!hehehe. yay! and i can go gaigai,shopping,play,sleep!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES.

awaiting for that day when i'll turn sweet 17th!HEHEHE.

approximately, another 80+ days?HAHAH!):

sad! when i turned 17th, zhen will turn 18th.argh!

how i wish i was born in the month of january. hiakhiak.

CIAOS.

2007-07-28T04:23:00.000-07:00

wow wow wow. i didn't know my blog is really that famous lei.

even er and man called me up and asked whether i'm alright -_-

YAY! didn't forget them ;D they are still my another

group of hao peng you.

sigh. just now mandy text me. told me sth happened to er.

er, if u're reading this:

why didn't u tell me that such a big issue had happened?

if it wasn't mandy who told me, i wouldnt have found out.

silly girl, no point keeping mum over such issues yea?

if anything happens, remember don't keep things to yrself k.

mandy is in the same sch as u, u can always find her to talk to ah.

although i'm nt in the same sch as u guys, u can still call me

and talk to me k?

and don't be so silly to go commit sucide k? must remember,

yr life is more precious than anything else.

that scumbag, don't let me see u or else u'll be cursed till yr head is buried

UNDERNEATH THE GROUND!which means no one

will ever find yr head!!!

i'm so infuriated lah! guys are jerks.

they don't even thought of their gf's feelings.

one more time. just one more time.

i'll kick u to SOUTH AFRICA.grrr.

2007-07-06T05:56:00.000-07:00

timetable out..

we have to comply with the new timetable,

and of course the new remedial schedule!ahhh!*

sch ends at 6 EVERYDAY. except thurs.

But we're having pe on thurs!

i feel so lethargic.)= i'm so so tired!!

i feel like as if i will collapse one fine day.

there's no time for me to even take a deep breathe.

ARGH. i'm so so tight with the schedule )=

but i know its for the sake of good results.

ohh plssssss* give me the strength to pass everyday.

I'M LIKE DYING.

tml is 070707. what a wonderful day ehh?

that marks our 8th month anniv. weee.

time really flies. awww. i can still recall everything.

it seems like a plotted play ;D

and everything happens for that special reason (:

2007-06-26T03:22:00.000-07:00

Have u ever been stabbed in the back?

by yr best friends, close friends or even accquaintances?

if u do, u know that the hurt can be as bad as if a real

blade had been used.And it can throw you for a real loop-

making you question everything that had happened in the friendship.

Was it all a lie?Can i ever trust anyone again?

i've been stabbed countless times.and sometimes,

i just wanna treat everyone as strangers.

It might be hard to do, but it's almost worth it to trust again.

(: just because one or two people screwed u over

doesn't mean that no one deserves a chance to

get close to you anymore. But at the same time,

one can protect oneself by being smart about one's trust.

and sometimes, trust needs to be earned.

All those i've encountered in the years of my life,

isn't easy at all.At times, i feel like giving up.

But all the advices from friends & family members,

made me even tougher in dealing with all this things.

it was them who changed my perception of things.

they taught me to see challenges as a way

to make me "grow".True enough, whenever i looked back,

i see some maturity in handling some matters;)

and i'm grateful that i didn't give up.

there was once, i nearly commited sucide.

who was the one who rescued me from the hades of hell?

its mommy.

she told me that there's nothing that can't be solved.

and told me to carry on living.

i'm the reason for her to live.

and if i'm gone, what is she gonna do?

rest assured,i've straightened my thoughts. (:

or else, i wouldn't be standing here now.

i've also received crude remarks.

and these remarks help me to improve myself bit by bit.

why?when those who said it don't even fulfil what they say.

it doesn't matter what others say.

its how you see it that matters most.

i feel elated now because now, when i see them.

i can just carry on with life as it is,and

i feel more confident.;)

because i feel that I'M better than them.

sometimes, ppl say things just to spite you.

THINGS which are NOT EVEN TRUE.

why do such ppl exist?because things don't go

the way they expected it.and thus,

they used harmful remarks to hurt you.

hoping that things will go their way in the end.

their way of harming you,

is not just physically but also mentally.

you'll lose all yr self-esteem at the end of the day

and never be able to remove the psychological block

in yr head.people like the above, are just using the wrong way

to inject senses in others.this people will suffer in the

universal law.(: so don't worry.

there's a thing called retribution hur?

just be nice and respectable.

allow me to voice out pls?

just wannna say, YOU* said i'm ugly in the past,

not compaitible with the guy i'm with now.

now i'm saying it to you.YAY.

i don't need yr consent to be with him.

and seriously you need to see yr reflection IN THE MIRROR.

i'm better than u 3*10000000000000000000000000 times.

admit it or else, get a pair of glasses

or contact lens for yrself.

LIFE is beautiful now because i get to see the whole picture now

(which i don't in the past)

i'm surrounded by ppl who care for me (:

i'm leading a vibrant life now.;DDDDD

special thanks to sis, mom, dear & zhen!;)

credits to you guys!w/o all of you,

i wouldn't be tougher and stronger.

TO the people out there who's hurting me

in whatever ways, thks for the wounds.;D

i've come out stronger now.

2007-06-24T02:14:00.000-07:00

sch is JUST tml.screams*

argh. gotta really start revising alr.

can't go for shoppings, play audi, stare at blank spaces.

): just mugging, mugging and MUGGING.

awww. anw, today's father aloysius last day in the parish.

time flies, i didn't really notice until he mention it.

he had been here for 5 yrs.

wow. i can still remember him being a deacon.

and then to the present father.

he's gg for further education.

there's a new father to replace him.

new father's name is father .. i couldn't remember.

but i know in short, its father eggy. hah!

hmm. went to mosburger for lunch .

and i saw mediacorp actress and actor,

ezannn lee and ben yeo.

ezannn was smiling at me and i didn't notice it

cuz i wasn't wearing my contact lens.

awwww. shall have worn it!

so many things happen today .

): with all 4 fathers being up on stage tgt,

road accident along marine parade,

jerk from seven eleven,

actor&actresses!

boo! shall have! but well, its over!

i bought a new book for myself ;D

and mom said she's gonna open another bank acc with me.

): which means i'll have lesser $$ to spend!

but its for my own good, this i know (:

ytd went to rgt sec sch for the POP

with my two darlinqs.

really had so much fun with them.

we kept laughing and laughing.

and it took us a great deal of courage to approach

mr lim, our conductor.

well, initially i was still worried whether he'll

blame me for leaving the band earlier.

but nahs, he just said we look like girls tt are 20+ of age

and gave each of us a firm handshake.

not forgetting the reminder to "JIAYOU FOR STUDIES"

(: he's still as nice but yea..with stern looking face.

the formation and everything was fairly good.

but hey! well done for the piece entitled"AMERICAN GRAFFITI"

that is so so awesome. ;D

i only fell in love with this piece.

reached home around 10?

thks to dear who accompanied me

on the phone throughout the whole journey.

loves*

happy 15th birthday to sihui.

2007-06-17T20:33:00.000-07:00

15th june; meet-up with darlings!

she's still as shy as ever ;D

manman happily gulping down her java chips ;D
my two darls.my sweetheart!

feel so sorry for er when i heard wad happen all this while when i'm not with her.grrr.she's like my bestbest friend la.such things happen to her and yet she can still bear with it and carry on with her life.awww.if that bloody ass illtreats her again, i make sure he no father's day!):

don't bully er lei.man is still alright with her bf.hmm.that's gd news.

er so ke ai.LMAO.it's been a long time since i last saw them.had a fun day with them!;DD hehes.more pics in er's camera.;D had a small talk abt our love lives @ starbucks.hmm.the feeling is absolutely great!;D should meet up more often alright darls!;D

hmm.when er lock my hands with hers, it feels like as if i've returned to sec 3 years.we'll always like lock our hands and go shopping.weeee.so sweet rite. but sorry hur, we not les.well, during sec 3 we used to be called"lesbians" la.but not the real ones though. cuz we were all single then and we were very close to each other ;DD now, although we have our own partners now, we'll still keep in touch ;D both of u must take loads of care hur!;Dwent to surprise dear!went to his house and yea. had to kiss goodbye to my girls early. i spend 15 mins to get a stupid cab!argh.and the cab driver is insane-_- i feel absolutely insecured la.): he looks like a bangla and looks like a malay o.O eeeeek. and i saw dear!weee!long time nv see him alr )):hahaha.i feel like laughing. i did sth to dear.HAHAHAHA.lmao.shh.can't say la!awww.

16th june; malay wedding/vivo window-shop/"thrill" rides

baobei cook for me de aixin breakfast in the morning.dear,look familiar nt?heheh.hao hao qu jian tao hor.hehehe.muacks.initially jiejie wanted to put 16 chicken for 16 years ++ with her.HAHAHA.

the first malay wedding i've attended(:
now, this is wad normal ppl have on their plates.

and this is wad i have on MY PLATE!;DDDDD CUTEright!LMAO.

don't laugh and don't faint!HAHAH.
we had choco fondue @ haagen daaz!;DD yumyum.

such a sinful indulgence ):

45 SGD for this wallet.
worth it? I MUST HAVE THIS WALLET from riverisland!!):

the ferris wheel, but i haven't try it. this bloody ride make me scream like hell ): wooot, BUMPER CAR!
make me feel more nauseau ):
me before the terrible ride!
my poor sis after the terrible ride.poor thing*look so tramautised.AHAHAHA.don't ever waste yr money and go for the UK funfair cuz it sucks.big time.LOL.waste of money u know?pay so much to scare yrself.-_- grrr. the rides are bloody thrilling and those who love such excitement should go for it. but for the weak-hearts like me, pls don't torture yrself.and also, do not eat before taking the rides!eat after u had taken the rides if not, u'll puke!but for our case, after having the rides, we had absolutely NO appetite.so.. yeap. it sucks!grrr. i keep mumbling to myself.STOP STOP!i even wanna gesture a stop sign for the bloody stupid man to see.but yeaa.grrr!i kept shouting la ):i want the river island wallet la!!): i won't be going to vivo alr.since i'm starting sch real soon.gotta stay at home and do my hw ): i wan i wan )): regret sat nv buy la!!ARGH.we had the choco fondue and its bloody sinful la ): sob. i had gained 3 full kg.OMG.how am i suppose to go back to sch to take my height and weight!!no face*grrr.after the rides, took a cab home and the cab really reminds me of the ride and i even had to wind down the window for some fresh air if not i'll puke!grrr.reached home and lie on the sofa immediately for 45 mins.ohgosh.it's that terrible okay!!): poor me.)):

17th june: FATHER'S DAY/SAKAE SUSHI/MOSBURGER/EAST COAST LONG BEACH RES'T

mom's sexy, fair and slim legs.hmm..wanna try?YR HEAD!

winner is me me me!!! 7 plates to 5 plates!lousy.bleah!

gab is playing with her moschicken.sigh* bad girl.
yumyum!nice nice!;DDD
say AHHHHH and she'll feed u!xD
i used the milk for iced tea to draw a smiley face (:

korkor is so big sized that he pushed my sis to the corner ):bullier!
that's my best dad!;D handsome rite.
don't laugh laugh hor.

hmm. wad a sweet couple.weet you weet!
wad's daddy doin?oooo.

the deserts! looks cool rite. taste so-so, nothing fantastic.HA!

i'm so bloody full today that i actually had indigestion in the night.awwww.): too full alr la.):

we had crabs! but i only ate 2 claws cuz i was really bloated!and yeaa, i've gained tonnes of weight la ): time for a DIET soon!heh!sch is reopening soon.awww*and i have to go for remedials.hmm.time to study alr!!!;DDDu too baddie piggy! and! my sis helped me to take out the stupid ear stud which i had trouble taking out for ages!!YAY!but it hurts ): my wound hurts ): awww. as soon as granny know i had pierced another ear hole, she happily told dad abt it.and taadaa! whole family knows abt it alr la! ): whatever the empress dowager knows, she'll spread it. and spread it in a really exaggerating speed of 3x 1o0000000000 m/s.

fast right. cuz her mouth is a loud-hailer.HAHAHA. lmao.joking la! so if i strike lottery, cannot tell her.HAHAHAHAHA.

2007-06-06T03:26:00.000-07:00

hmm!thumbs up!AIXIN jelly made by mom.

nv happier!;D ooops.gonna finish it in no time!;Dsay muacks, i love cheryl liew!hahaha

say you love me and i give you ten dollars.LOL.alright feel really happy today ;D woke up recvd two msgs.one from my mom and one from dear.mom was so so nice ;D she told me to eat the almond jelly!in a special bowl just for me!heh!so sweet right.mommie so sweet.i like!heh!lalalla.hmm.outing will be 11th june and some ppl still haven't confirm with me.while some,lol.their attitude simply sucks like hell.u know coordinating is like not an easy job?like hello.if everyone give me attitude when i asked them can they make it,i'll be tolerating 40 plus attitudes?LOL.40 different EXOTIC authentic attitudes.you like that?then put yrself in my shoes then.grr.anw, tomorrow english oral ): with mrs tan ailin.grr.9am leh.

faints.tomorrow will be my 7th mths with my mr goh.HAHAH.ya sis, nt forgetting our 16 yrs and 6 mths.LMAO.heh!yay!i'm so happy la.grandma is so sweet.like mom too.heh.suddenly everyone is treating me so so so nice!heh.grandma took blanket to cover me at night and she made an effort to take my bobo which is at the other side of my bed and put it just beside me.awwww.how loving can she be (WHEN SHE'S NICE!)ha!hehe.had a chat with zhang'e just now.yeappie!we're gonna have a meet up real soon.with mandy of course.

then the three of us can go lala talk abt our days.hmm.really miss those precious days!!!;D will be going to mac to do my holi hw tml!grrr.its tonnes and truckloads of homework piling up.phew.can't really breathe.): holiday islike gonna end real soon.and i really hope evryone can make it for the gathering.and some stupid jerks like ivan still can tell me hur, lazy lei.

LIKE HELLO?last gathering la!WAKE UP WAKE UP everyone.lol.i repeat this for umpteen times.lol.leixin, shubing, kenneth, shabir all going luh! so pls hor. zi dong abit. GO FOR IT! its like we're gonna go seperate ways?and u guys still dun wanna treasure the days ): awww.

heh!ppl, go listen to this song- baby girl by azn dreamers.its really really nice ;)hmm. saw some pri sch mates on friendster. really nice to see them again. years has passed, i couldn't recognised some of them!(: well, i think ppl are so so -_- they lie to themselves.LOL.yeaa.shouldn't elaborate much.heh.really can't wait for the outing and..HAHAH.i'm really happy today la.so many pieces of gd news.hehe.sat my family'll be having a bbq at aunt's place.for the last time ): cuz aunt is moving to a new and smaller flat.;D and yay! sis said that if she nv have her 大姨妈we can go swimming!!!yay!i'm so so so happy la.its like seldom she'll spend time and bring me go swim.heheh.and i know i can't swim -_- but aunt's condo's swimming pool is DIFFERENT!cuz .heh heh. cuz my leg can touch the floor and i feel safe.HAHAHAH.so i can swim at there.lol.((: yay!plan for this week.;D

thurs:mac study w angella,grace,zhen and dear.

fri: do tuition homework

sat: tuition, shopping, and then bbq @ aunt's place.

sun: church

mon:sentosa outing!!!

tues/wed/thurs/fri: out with mandy and er. ;D

weeeee.so happy so happy.HEH!love life as it is now.dear, i still can remember when we first msn lei.hehe.so sweet one lor.and ai mei-ing.lol!heh heh.was thinking what's life without you?heh.it'll most prob be like i'll end up with another guy.HAHHA.but no larh!u are tt guy la!!can anot!hahha.i bought a minnie as i mentioned in my previous post!heh!i put it at dear's house.=x

minnie has gt my perfume smell.LOL.and i just hope that ..lol.that guy won't do anything to my minnie hur. ;D love it love it!it's so uber cute.pretty pretty.HEH!it really proves that a happier person has a longer entry post!it happens to me now!lol.i've been doddling and talking and scribbling down so many things.hahah.;D cuz i'm really so happy.HAHAHAH.yay!dear is getting sweeter.he made me angry ytd.by not memorising my hp number.so jek arh lor.which guy doesn't memorise his girl's number right!made me angry for an hour++ !grrr.heh.but its over!we're loving and back to normal now.LOL.
tomorrow gonna have my aixin lunchbox ;D can't wait to see it!hahah.i thk u for being there for me in these past few mths ;Dand most imptly, thk my fairygodmother cum matchmaker.HAHAH.twinny san!heh heh.w/o and your wonderful hypnotising skills, i doubt we'll be tgt!;D alright, shall end it here.

dearest, you appear as a shining bright flame to me.if ever you are blown, i'll REKINDLE YOU.

2007-04-07T01:18:00.000-07:00

yesterday is good friday!

went to church at around 5plus ba.

then jiejie,me,granny and dad went!

this yr korkor,dasao and mommie nv go.awww.so boring.

anyway, we were taking bus.

then i saw 2 chickens.lmao.

and i caught my dad bio nuren.ahaha.

then i say u see somemore i toot yr eyes.muhaha.

my jiejie oso wan toot dad's eyes.we have so much laughter!

(: then one of the girl gt tattoo at the chest there.then my dad act yi ge.-_-

orhh,i was wondering what is tt.ya right.try harder dad.

you clever, i'm nt stupid either!hehehe.then on the bus, stupid asshole.

look me from top to toe.make me wan hammer him.lol.

then i look outside the bus and point to my sis one guy.

he listening mp3, and dancing as he walk along.

his actions so alike with big joey!lols.

then my sister laugh.then my dad say why cheryl can see guys i cannot.

ahaha.lmao!my dad so cute lei.

then my sis say cuz u gt mommie alr!!!!

haha.so cute so cute.wanna laugh.

at there stand for nearly 3 hrs.i think i low blood man.

phew.so hot and tiring.then after that gulp down loads of water.

heh.and eat le cab back.then night do some hw and went to bed!

dear pei me sms till i fall asleep.(:bleah.

today tuition was fine!(:

i was attentive and able to do the work given.heee.so happy.

cuz last week i nv do and so pek chek.dunno how to do.

bleah!tcher say my letter writing good.heeee.fly up le la.

today is me and bie de 5 mths!weeeee.muacks.

love you bie~jia you jiayou.

must chang chang jiu jiu.bleah!heees.

bie keep make me laugh today.lols.crazy.

he owed me a strand of maggi.ahah!so funny.

alright.so tired this few days.grrr.wed gonna go dear's house

vandalised his walls!ahahahaha.tired le.stop here~

2007-04-05T02:50:00.000-07:00

bleah.yesterday went bebe's house!

so tired nehs.feel so sleepy.

watch tv.dear sleep like smalll lil boy(:

heees.zhen ke ai.

stay for around 2 hrs ba.and left hm.

SO SUPER TIRED U KNOW ANOT.grrr.

went hm bathe eat study test and slp!

i'm still tired this morning.lols.

anyway,O lvl chinese around the corner.another 40+ days.

gotta really buck up on my chinese le.grr.

midyr too.argh!i haven't started my revision.grr.

gotta start soon le.humphf )=

tml is gd friday!jesus christ is cruxificated.)=

awww.he is pinned on the cross!)=

but sunday is easter!which means he is resurrected.

heh.so lil children will be eating their easter eggs.(=

yummy.heh.saturday is me and bie de 5 mths.so fast so fast,.

heh.so long oso hor.bleah.

jiayoujiayou!gonna be half a yr le.p=bleah.

orhh.monday jiejie gonna go for surgery to get her wisdom teeth out.

so shuang.1 week mc and eat porridge everyday.so sad.

but since u like jianfei so much.haiiis.yr favourite right!

lols.bring u go eat some ho liao first then u slowly suffer kays.haha!

bleah.homework so many many many )=

this week everyday test.hope i pass all.)=

i pass maths!19/30.if nt for carelessness.i'd hav gotten 21.

heh.but nvm.know my mistakes can le.heeees.

jiayoujiayou.congrats bie for nt smoking for 1 mth plus!heh!muacks.

gotta buck up for Os.i can do it.

humph!TP here i come.p=

ohya.on the 10th i'll be gg to chungcheng high.

for ss workshop i guess.hope will teach me invaluable skills.heh.

okie.shall stop here.

and ohya!lastly.i found out something!

i have the same birthday as NG JINGZHOU and NG MINGFENG!

heh.so coincidence hor.

next week is napfa.grrr.inclined pull up.lol.1 onli.AHAHA.
the week after next 2.4km.lol.

bleah.bye la bye la.hees

i'll be loving you forever (:

2007-03-23T19:11:00.000-07:00

一盖黄黄旧旧的灯

时间在旁闷不吭声

寂寞下手毫无分寸

不懂得轻重之分沉默支撑跃过陌生

静静看着凌晨黄昏

你的身影

失去平衡

慢慢下沉

黑暗已在空中盘旋

该往哪我看不见

也许爱在梦的另一端

无法存活在真实的空间

想回到过去试着抱你在怀里

羞怯的脸带有一点稚气

想看你看的世界想在你梦的画面

只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜

想回到过去试着让故事继续

至少不再让你离我而去

分散时间的注意

这次会抱得更紧

这样挽留不知还来不来得及

想回到过去

思绪不断阻挡着回忆播放

盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡

灰蒙蒙的夜晚

睡意又不知躲到哪去

一转身孤单已躺在身旁想回到过去

试着抱你在怀里

羞怯的脸带有一点稚气

想看你看的世界想在你梦的画面

只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜

想回到过去

试着让故事继续

至少不再让你离我而去

分散时间的注意

这次会抱得更紧

这样挽留不知还来不来得及

想回到过去沉默支撑跃过陌生

静静看着凌晨黄昏你的身影

失去平衡慢慢下沉

想回到过去

2007-03-08T22:58:00.000-08:00

yesterday was 4th month (:

took and edited a pic!(:nicenice rite.

happy happy.weeeeeee.

time realli flies.yeap.that fast!

end of term 1 alr.

holiday still have to go back most of the time.

have to really start to do some work le!(:

today P and VP ask us go to hall.

then talktalk.

success only comes to those who have stamina.

find this very meaningful.

gonna work hard.came home with a stack of books+files.

imagine its worth 40 cm.wooo.heavy lei.

weees.!changed humans tcher!

ss-mrs fong ): BOOOO.naggy.

geo- kevin lee!weeeee.ahaha.

dun understand why everyone say i will have problem listening.

cuz they say they bet i'll just stare at him.dots lor!still say bring

tissue give me.dotsdotsdots!

today is the 9th day bie had nt smoke.

indeed,i am very proud of him!

keep up the gd work kays bie!

at the same time, gotta start doing some specimen MT paper.

today is band camp.

dunnno whether i should return.i feel so contradicting.

i feel like returning and i dun feel like.

the people had gone too overboard.

how they "look" at me when we meet along the corridor?

non-chalently is the word.

damn man.just because i quited and leave them in the lurch?

whatever la.if i go back oso kena suan.anti-band!grrrr.

alright.got back my report book today!i think tcher miscalculate the marks.

i should have gotten a b4 in eng.but end up getting c5.

if nt my L1R4 get 11!weees.hope Os will be able to get my targeted 14/16!(:

next fri going K to celebrate shan's birthday!

and everyday except thurs gt lesson.gonna be hectic.

gonna be tough.(: weeees.jiayou for me and bie!

jiejie,-jiayou on yr studies and job too!(:dun stress k.

pei me stress 4 years alright.lolx.

why are there so many hypocrites in band and my class?

is it so difficult to remain harmless?

2007-02-19T04:45:00.000-08:00

wearing new year clothes first day!heh.
BOBO wearing new year clothes too orh!pink!!!
jiejie with her everlasting act cute post (:

this is my white dress!taadaa!heee

mummy bought me a valentine's day rose when we

went to fetch jiejie @ the airport!heh!thks mom!(:
the chococornflakes we made to sell!yummy

weeeee.valentines day 2007 prezzies.heee.

weeee.xin nian!

haha.today is chu er!
ytd had lots of fun!heeeee.

can wear xin nian yi fu hur!

woke up at 8 plus.

bathe all this and ta ban.

then wear new clothes and bai nian to parents.

bai nian to them.they still di siao me )=

dasao say nahs,give u angbao.cannot have BESTFRIEND okays.

damei can have.

lols.idiot sia.my dad oso play along ya.study finish first.

booo.then i say why jiejie can have!

then they say jiejie big ma.

then i say ORHH.OLD HUR!

heee.so fun.then out we go to church!

then after church came home.ate lunch and we headed

to maternal grandma's side!

yay!this year nt bad.get angbaos.

heee.less than 100.lols.

(: haven't count parents and own ppl give de.p=

can go shopping lo!heees.

yay!today got WWIII.

blablablabla.

booo.then went to catch a movie at 12.05

norbit.very stupid and retard show lei.

but hai hao.rate it 3/5!

didn't know tt gurl is acted by the eddie murphy.

so he's acting 2 roles nehh!

tt woman so big size lor.and keep bully the man.

make me feel like strangling her.

heh!then after that came home le!cuz thought uncle bernard

come le.but ended up he left le.

awww.too bad. no fate to see the evil sisters and mother.

booo.heh.then came home played hotel,mahjong awhile

and wwatched tv the whole day.weeeee.

so slack lor.how i wished everyday like tt.

jiu nicenicenice!ehehehe.no sch.relaxing man.hee!

tml going to see lili the cow and her lil baby.

heeee.can carry baby nehh!

\just now when i carry the baby, the baby won't...

DABIAN!)=

heees.tml dasao will drive us around!weeee.

ooops.haven't do ANY holiday homework yet nehhs.

)= no mood lei.still in holiday mood.heee!

2007-02-17T00:56:00.000-08:00

.yea!new year is tml!

today can eat tuan yuan fan.

and tml go bai nian.

i did chinese new yr shopping le.

i bought one topshop top,

one topshop cardigan,

one purple-white tube,

levi's jeans, and one white dress.

heeeeee.yea!

tml take pics let u all see k.

fiesta was a success.

our efforts didn't go down the drain.

zhen and i was in one of the canteen stalls,

moulding the cornflakes neh.

so xinku and HOT inside lor.

our class gt the most innovative award!yeay!

and our class sales is the 2nd best among sec 4s/5s.

weeeee.yesterday went bugis with my sis.

actually wan do menicure de.

stupid.everywhere fully book nehs.

then nvm nor.

booo.ytd oso went out with zhen awhile before gg out with sis.

got two ite ppl.

ill-bred.gt tattoo big fuck.

say ppl when u dunno them.smack yr ass.

boooo.i dun feel festive mood lei.ahaha.

again,when go bai nian.sure those san gu liew po all say

wah grow so tall le ahh.blablabla.

think i wan meh.gt pills to stunt the growth one rite?

i wan take lei.dun wan grow tall anymore le la.

)= so hard find boyfriend.lols.

find le hor.boyfriend scare i overshot his height.

waahaha~and girls so tall bu hao kan!)=

my ideal height is 155 de nehhs.booo.overshot 11 cm.

)=valentines day gt received prezzies.later with new pics tgt upload.

heeeee.(: bleah.i wanna perm my hair end of this year!

when my hair grows a lil longer.heh!

just now went to the salon with my mom&sis.

the model hair so nicenice.heeee

i want want want want!

but wait my hair longlong then i perm [=

but ppl say very hard to maintain it de.

i very lazy de lehhs.booo.

ytd wan find heels.

but no nice one nehs.

my sis so ke ai!

she say u so tall still wan wear heels.

lols.she scare to talk to me with her chin being lifted.

waahaha

money strolling in!means can go shopping le!weeee~

i want buy frame nehs.put the ahem thingy.

heeeee~i very lazy upload pics nehs.

see when i hardworking then i uploadp=

andandand!today i help bobo change clothes!

cuz new year ma.heeee.

i change her clothes to pink!(: from black to pink.

seeee.bobo u so xinfu.

p=bie u so zhuzhu.

promise cannot huaidan like liu mang kays.

hahahaha.ai ni.3 mths and 10 days le.101 days le.(:

happy 1o1 days with u tgt bie!heeee.muacks!<3

won't leave kays.[=

2007-02-14T02:50:00.000-08:00

how nice can my valentine's day get.

ARGH.I'M SUPER ANGRY OKAY.

FIRST I FORGOT TO WEAR PE.

AND I NEARLY GT SIGNED PROFILE.

THEN I FORGOT TO BRING MY NOTES WHEN

I HAVE TWO MAJOR TEST TOMORROW.

AND THEN MY PHONE DROPPED.

FCUK IT OKAY.I'M SUPER DUPER ANGRY.

AND NOW MY PHONE IS SHUT OFF.)'=

I FEEL LYK CRYIN AND SHOUTING.

WHAT KIND OF VALENTINE'S AM I HAVING.

THERE GOES MY PHONE OKAY.

I WANT MY PHONE BACK.

I HAVE TO SEND IT FOR REPAIR.

HOW AM I GONNA FETCH MY SIS WHEN HER FLIGHT

NO. AND EVERYTHING IS INSIDE.

ARGH.I'M SO PISSED.

I'M SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF.SIGH.

FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK.

THKS FOR MAKING A FOOL OUT OF MYSELF.

THE WHOLE GOLD STRIP IN MY HP IS DENTED.

THKS.I NEED TO SPEND A BOMB TO REPAIR MY HP.

WHAT AN UNLUCKY DAY I HAVE.

ARGH.VALENTINE'S DAY SUCKS.

I HATE IT.ARGH.FIESTA IS TML.

MORE SUCKS.

AAAAAARRRGH.)'=

I'm veryveryveryvery sad.)):

2007-02-09T04:09:00.000-08:00

eeeek.i'm sick!

my lung infection is back.

and my cough is getting worse nehhs.)=

sob.chinese new yr coming nehs.dun like tt nehs.

i wan eat new yr cookies.heeee.

turning back, when i was in sec one,

there was this group called C.H.A.P.P.Y

sigh.but now no more le.from sec 3 we went seperate ways le.

i just got to know pearlyn and yvonne went to ite.

happy that they get into the sch they want.

sad that why the misunderstandings are still there between

e 5 of us?nvm.i'm so happy with my life now.

hahaha.sec 1 and 2 bad memories.

today got physics test.and i dunno abt it and nv study

and second period is physics.

then i nv study still go tell tcher i dunno.

but she say dun care still wan me take.shit her.

eeeek.flunk le flunk le.

anyway,today O lvl results released!heee.

mandy one of the top students.yea!

zhang'e oso fared quite well.

sigh.dunno next yr de wo is jumping for joy?

or sulking and sobbing.

ji pressurize nehs!mustmust do well.

learn lots of tips from zhenming about chinese O lvls.

heh.wo hui get my 14 pts L1R4!!!!mustmustmustmust.p=

somemore i now no more cca pts.lols.

join band for shit lorh.

waste my 4 yrs in the end no pts.

lols.anw, hope they can earn at least a medal for the band lorh.

hor.since u all are responsible for yr own misfortune.

hehehe.band change!everything different.

lalallaa.band SUX.(:

yea.and bie send me hm today.awww.

so sweet.hehehe.he sick still fetch me.xinku ni le bie!

hai ni gt fever.heee.(:muacks.get well soon alright!=D

jiejie going bangkok tml.lonely me at home to get all the scoldings.

booooo.sucky.ohya!

sunday hor.my dad is such an ass.

this house doesn't belong to me.

everywhere his territory.

just a place for me to sleep.

and so old le.still dunno how to think meh.

selffish like shit la.go away!

i nv peace with him.humphf.until wed then he talk to me.

ass.and lastlast sunday.

marmie say she saw this woman sitting the same table with daddy smoking.

so i ask daddy u know this girl who anot!(we were in church)

then he say dunno.

ass.guys are ever so flirtatious.

then i say u are in god's house, if u dare bluff me,

i'll chop and kill that woman into pieces.

hahha.think he scare -_-

then he say dun have la.

then he change place with mummy.

heh.scare i questioned him.

asshole.):

why nan ren all like tt de.sob.

shangxin nehs.stupid.so old still wan womanise.

chop yr head i tell u.

humphf.

yay!3 mths with bie le.andand chinese new yr and v.day coming!

mon go collect my things!heh.

gotta collect my contact lens on sunday!yea!

think i'm wearing spects to sch and be a nerd le.heee.

cuz hor.my eyes stare long le will blur neis.

aiya,i know my sis wan say me ai mei bu yao ming.

lols.days are so shuang w/o having to go for band/

WAHAHAHAa.okay!

predict a bronze for u all.p=

i'm overestimating u guys alright.

CHER*

2007-02-01T01:53:00.000-08:00

ehhees.no updates for longlong time!

my blog got cobwebs and spiderwebs le!

alright.this whole month of january past in

an twinkling of an eye.yea.that fast!

i feel so sad.i fail and pass some tests.

hope i can reallii buck up on my studies.

sigh.sec 5 life so stressed up wan lorh.

what locus what perms.lols.

eeeeek.stress.sch is so bloody hectic.

i'm dead busy until i have no time to open the fridge.

\hahaha!feb is on its way!

heh.i like feb.cuz got my 3 mths,valentine's day and chinese new year!!

yeahhh.but hor.i sure get fat
)= so must jianfei.heh.

we have a new chemistry tcher.

he same pattern as mr lau one.

but he is lame 6x10 to the power of 23 times.

hahaha!i entertain him he entertain me back.lols

interesting tcher lei.make me laugh for 1 hr.

lols.gd gd gd.better than ytd one.ms hiang.

mr wongwongwong[bee] nv come today nehs

free period half an hr.boooo.another half an hr listen that

mrs fong talk abt retest thingy and dunno why

she drift go and talk abt johor.no link sia!

booo.today did my hw before coming back hm

reach hm at 3 plus.

gd girl rite.

nowadays must come back early and study le (=

everyday test lei.realli lei.

today got back maths test.

got 17/40.

but tcher miscalculate my marks.

then went up to her and change.19/40.

just 1 more mark lei.sigh.

sob.i might have fall.

but i make sure i'll get up and walk again!(=

dun wanna disappoint my family and bie who pinned high hopes

on me.i wanna be good girl who can excel in my studies!

heh.and another 6 more days to our 3 mth!yeay.

ppl say once u reach 3 mth.

couples won't dong bu dong jiu say break.cuz they

weather all the difficult situations le!

but i know our road ahead is still long and tedious yay/?

along the way, we might encounter some things.

love is just like a competition.

we start off on the starting line with some other couples.

on our way, some couples gave up while some break off.

it may seem daunting but we will walk the path tgt k!

we walked for 3 mths le.jiayou jiayou!

heh.and tt stupid syazwan.

mdm wong was recorrecting my marks & say i can get B3.

then stupid syazwan go say ya she study with kenneth.

stupid pig.then mdm wongwongwong smile at me -_-

dawugui sia.andandand.now i'm sitting on two chairs!hee!

cuz i'm short.haha.cuz wenjie head very big ma.then i sit last one somemore.so can't see ma.so sit two chairs so shuang.

high authority.waahaha.lmao.

wanna thk jiejie for being by my side when i cry till eyes swollen.

will be grateful alright.(= thk u so much for being by my side baobei!heh.

and bie for being by my side when i so stress and reassuring me that i will get back into lane in my studies =D

wo ai ni men!heh.

bie,ni zhe ge dahuaidan.

heh.10 mths more to go!(= we can de can de!

hehe.love u love u nehs!

2007-01-19T04:21:00.000-08:00

today is a bloody freaking day.

eeeeek.okay,went to sch and i was on time for the

FIRST TIME!ahahah.(=

and then mrs chan so funny u know.cuz i poke her.

lols.then she say pain then she cannot carry books.dots.lols.

and i forgot there's POA today!then forget bring

book-keeping.heng chan nv scold me.heh!

today got physics test!eee.chimchimchim.

then after that 12.30 then end sch lei.)=

got extended maths.

no mood listen wongwong talk.boooo.

keep talking to zhen.lols.

then after that shan,geok,zhen and me went to Tampines Gym!

hahhaa.fei fei ju le bu orhh.(=

then we saw yazeed at there orhh.

then we like so noob la.eee.

haha.then we changed and went in.

then shan and i do the cycle on first.

zhen and geok oso doing cycle one but another side.

so i with shan.

then cuz loike gonggong ma.

then start le,i listen mp3 then look like being stared lei.

then i turn and saw a guy.

he was waving at me.i thought he was an instructor.

and i thought i do wrongly or what.

cuz his waving like saying nonono like tt.

so i look behind to check whether he waving to me not.

and yes-he was waving at me.

so i pretended ignorant and continue.

i told shan abt it cuz i was shock.

then i just turn my head and i saw him again-

this time he show a twist to me.

i was so stunned lei.then i told shan then she was like hur.

then she oso look at tt guy.

and then we proceeded to the trackmile.

i told zhen and geok abt it.cuz i was very uncomfortable.

he stared at me WHEREVER i go.

yes no matter where i walk he oso look.

countless eye contacts.yucks.

even when he was at another end,

he make use of the mirror to look at my reflection.

i was so horrified lorh.and i keep telling zhen.

this guy is a pervert man.

i wan sue him for sexual-harassment.lols.

then zhen stare back at him.thkies zhen.

and when zhen wanna go do the dunno what thing la.

he was just beside.

and he began shouting at zhen.

"ehh!ni bu yao xiong wo hor.tiao what tiao.

i see her not see u oso.

ni jing jing la.

wo bu shi xiao qi wo hen shen qi."lmao.

then zhen say back and he just keep saying alot.)=

he is even worse than the guy i've seen on wed.

zhen duibuqi.wo hai ni bei jiang.

ffelt so guilty.if only i had the courage to say him too.

couldn't help much cuz i dunno how to say back.

and everything was too sudden.

i had had no time to react.

it just happen in a flash.

then i quickly went to find shan

she was doing her workout.

then i ask her go help zhen.

cuz shan oso know those bad words de ma.lols.

then oso li hi talk back de.

but shan nv go)=

then i went back.and the stupid gay keep saying zhen non-stop.

haiyo.shit him lei.sucky pervert.

in the first place.he is in the wrong lorh.

since u say zhen see u u not happy.

then u go bloody reflect how will i feel if u keep staring at me!

bloody shit lei.

argghhh.first time come jiu got such thing happen.

spoilt our day man.then after that went to make the names.

and went playground and 6 plus go mac.

gt more suey one not.

i saw that girl lei.

i found out her name-sijie.

lmao.she was there lei.

at mac keep turning to look at me.and then say omg.

and ask her frens keep quiet.

lols.zhen say her reaction is more like

likiing me than wanting me to be her gan-jie.

cuz wanna be gan-jie oso no need behave like tt ma.

correct anot.lols.then we leave,they oso quickly wan leave.lmao

copydogs.-_- then somemore i walk same as them sia.

follow me home.-_- until half-way gone.

lols.so funny la.zhen say i got tao hua yun-_-

but is all the lan tao hua.waahaha.

wahlao.suey man.keep kena stare.

bie hao guan xing wo (=

wo hao xiang ni.

ming tian jiu neng jian dao ni le.(=

sorry to make u worried dear.(=

ai ni ai ni ai ni!

sorry mei haohao pei ni chat orh.

my heart will always be with u k.

no no with other guys or even girls hur.lol-_-!

bie,ni yao jian qiang.man man de du guo nan guan

(= got back my maths test!13/15.

yea.minus the careless part and i'd have gotten full marks.

lols.zhen full marks la sia!ahaha.nvm.i need to pass all my tests!

hehes.right bie?(=muacks.

2007-01-14T02:21:00.000-08:00

okie!i'm here to update!

had been back to sch since last fortnight.

boring daoooo.

all the tchers all VIP one.

know why?all bu shi HOD jiu shi level head.

not lvl head jiu shi one with MASTERS.

lols.so stress leiii.but nvm!

i got my bie and my girls and my jiejie to support me!

i will jiayou de k!(:

yea!and hor.chemistry lesson.i laugh for 45 minutes man.

can u believe it?somemore the lab was total silence.

and i was like trying to laugh out as soft as i could.lmao.

ahahha!

white precipitation= PPT (short form)

so i came out with an idea.

and zhen was sitting beside me in the lab.

so i said lets BI PI TI.lols!

lmao.zhen and me laugh for the entire lesson lor!

heng nv kena call out by tcher to stand man.hahha.

by the end of january i would have step down from band.

my mom had talked to the principal and she needs a letter

to allow me to step down.

she weird weird one.

see me smile smile.

macham i know her like tt.lols.

anyway,new rule imposed for me!

i would not be using the net on weekdays.

onli on weekends if possible.

and ..

SCHOOL SUCKS.

eeeek.i kinda miss mohan.sigh.

tt belina teach like toot can.

although she has a MASTER.

lols.mohan better!!!mohan come back lei.

and tests are starting.eeeeek.

cheryl jiayou!

i'm going.everyone take care hur.

and today is me and bie de 2 mths 1 week.

happy anniversary bie (:

and hor.i freakingly trrade in my E600C which i bought

for $400+ lei.wahlao.

u know i trade in they pay me how much anot!

25 SGD man!shit them lei.

then i pay the excess 400 for what!eeeek lei.

humphf.so angry )=

and it has been raining for the past three days.

awwww.places are floodding nehhs.

but raining better.

cooling.hehe ((: i'm missing dear now! (:

2006-12-31T07:57:00.000-08:00

today is the last day of 2006.

jiu de bu qu xing de bu lai orhs.

happy that a year has passed.

and i survived all kinds of ordeals!(=

sad that i will missed the days in 2006.

But 2007 will definitely be a crucial and fruitful year for me (=

today i enjoyed myself (=

i went to church in the morning.

today was holy family's feast day!

but dunno how comr the second reading was read in chinese.

and some songs being sung in chinese too.-_-''

then gt one suave choir conductor!heh.conductors are all so suave

when they conduct ehh?grow up wanna be one.

but too bad i'm nt a guy if not can mi si all the gurls hur.

hehe.and and and,after church went to eat chicken rice again lei.

-_- korkor la.everytime want eat chicken rice.

then i ate half a bowl,the rest give korkor.heh.

dasao face so funny when i gave korkor rice.

cuz korkor is overweight le.muhhaha.

then after eat,i was on my way to eunos to meet up with

bie,zhen,geok,joey and grace!

arhuh.then we trained down to cityhall.

so funny lehh.they couldn't make up their mind of

what to have for their lunch.lmao.

then went to crystal jade lehh -_- dots.

ahaahh!the food i see them eat.lols.

can tell not nice la.muhahha.

then after that,we cabbed down to concourse.

they played pool while i talked on the phone with angella.

yeap.definitely a long talk man.

then after that cabbed down to katong shopping centre for

the karaoke session?lmao.

so funny leii.SR nathan and lee hsien long

also got go there sing sia.waahaha.

and the room has a pungent TOILET SMELL!eeeyukkk.

and then we were deciding to go where after next.

yea.sort running out of ideas.

then we decided to slack at blk first?then go pasir ris downtown ba.

then we took 15 from parkway to tenaga?

and!i can't stand the guy sitting behind me lehh.

he sing so loud )= sobbbies.

then reach le.feeling vexed.

all the time i was looking out.

actually not i dun wanna look at yr face zhen.

i was busy looking out for cabs. sorry.

and i couldn't take it anymore.

so i decided to ask zhen to "pei me go buy sth".

actually i wanted to go get a cab when i'm out.

sorry to man u zhen.

then zhen bought bubble tea.

and i kept staring at the cars.

it was silly of her to think i wanted to dash out of the road -_-

i gt nth better to do mehhs.ahahha.

then i told her frankly i wanted to get away-to somewhere,

peaceful and safe.

then zhen and i was at the roadside,both of us were crying.

sorry twinny.i dun mean to make u sad.

you have to let me go.

i have my reasons for not telling u where i'm going.

but i did give u a hint where i was gg.

then i just let go of her hand and boarded the cab crying

and listening to the music.

sorry twinny.

when i U-turn back,u were no longer there.

i began to worry for yr safety.

i was praying hard for u to go back to them.

i was afraid u won't.

but was secretly glad when u use yr hp to msg me.

cuz this means that u went back.

then i can go to novena without any worries.

then the first thing i did when i reach there

was to gave the lady money.

she was so pityful.selling napkins at e church.

again,i told her i dun need any tissues.

it realli feels good when she said god bless (=

then i sat at the church.

listening to our song.it was kinda sentimental.

then i went to novena square which was just next to the church

with a quick walk?

then i recalled bie wants a facial wash.

so i went to get it for him.

then,again.i recalled twinny loves mars.

so i went to get it for her.

my hp was only left with the last bar of batt.

and everyone kept calling me.

all i could do was to reject all calls to have peace.

sorry everyone.i made u guys worried.

that moment was seems so long to me.

initially i wanted to give jiejie a ring.

but she's enjoying herself so i dun wanna bother her.

then after that i keep back.cabbed back to tenaga.

zhen and bie came?i saw their shadows but wasn't sure was it them.

sorry if i made u guys worried.

esp to my bie and twinny.

u guys call me so many times and i reject it.

bie,sorry.i know u were worried.

and sorry that u kept smoking.

but when i received the msg from zhengxue,

and he told me u disappear.

i quickly hail a cab.duibuqi.

wo yi hou bu hui zhe yang le la.

sorry.i just wanna tou qi.

wanna have peace.

wo zui dui bu qi de ren shi ni.)=

next is twinny.sorry i know u keep blaming yrself.

but u don't have to.)=the whole night i was begging

for yr forgiveness )=

and u onli became yrself at the dancefloor.

hmm.yeap.i know my decision was a lil rash.

and i nv think of the consequences.

sorry to make u all worry.and to my jiejie oso.

i guess i shall nv play the missing game with u guys

ANYMORE alright?trust me.

next time i gt thing will tell u all de.

i promise.if i nv run away,mayb twinny won't hurt her leg?

mayb bie won't smoke so much?

mayb jiejie won't get so so so worried?

but this i know.i'm being cared for.

duibuqi ma.

and when i came back.suying asked me to sit in between her and bie.

all those she have told me does makes some sense.

yea.and she's such a joker.-_-

thks hur.be yr girlfriend.and )=

she peep at the book i gave bie.hahha.

ermm.then after that we all took a cab to downtown.

we couldn't hail a cab man..

so after so long,bie booked a cab.

then reaqch there le.

so many ppl lorhs.

and nv do anything oso will kena sprayed.haha.

but very fun nehs.ahahha.i saw big joey!

and his cut botak head.muhahha.

he spray me lorh.thks hur.20 yrs old still lyk tt.

but his mom more havoc leii.lols.

last year's countdown was a bad one.

this year's countdown was a better one.

of course,minus i run away tt part la.sorrysorry.)=

this yr i spent it with bie!heh.

and zhen and joey.hehehe.

then after that walked to the 24hrs coffee shop?

its like thousand miles lorh.

my leg break le.lols.

cuz we stand 1 hr+ at the dancefloor?

aiyooo.then so tired somemore.lols.

then after that had a drink and cabbed back home.

bie gave me my letter!heh.

thk u bie and i promise i wil nv do tt anymore.

i dont wanna lose u.

and i DON'T WANT yr feelings for me to fade kay.

so i'll be u guaiguai girl from now on le.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!(*=

2007-start of sth new.

2 more days to reopening of sch.

4 mre days to TWINNY'S BIRTHDAY.

6 mre days to 2 mth's anniversary!~

2006-12-30T00:58:00.000-08:00

EHHH!today is a damn bloody sucky day.
u stupid bitch.shut yr bloody gap!
dun wan shut up then get lost!
dun come act hypocrite infront of me.
anyway,wan act infront of me nvm.
dun go around acting lyk a mad woman pls.
ppl see alr also siam lei!
ehh.i feel lyk scolding those vulgarities man.
but i know scold u oso no use.
so hor.
let god cheng fa ni ba.heeee.
nei nei ni bu bu.
WO BI SHI NI!KAPUI.
WHO NEEDS YR COMMENTS.
DO U NEED MY SYMPATHY?
WELL,I THINK U NEED SOME OF MY SYMPATHY.
OH,U POOR CHILD.
yr mama nv teach u?
come let me teach u.
and today went band man.
yucks.disaster!
mayb playing overture jubiloso for SYF.
i dun wan join larhs!
sucks man.
no longer the band i used to have.
everything changes.
the people,the attitude,the band.
ALL SUCKS MAN!i wanna quit!
arggh!no interest man!
and!tml going countdown man.
weeeees.
new year resolutions will be out on 2 january 2007!
yea!NEW YEAR,NEW DETERMINATION!(:
NEW LIFE xD!
wanna do well for O lvls.
mustn't let down my family and frens who have high hopes on me.
heeeee.and lastly.

YOU SUCKS.
go and die pls.

2006-12-25T07:35:00.000-08:00

okay.i'm gonna summarize all the things i did in the past 3 days.

have been busy this few days.sorry for not updating.

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23rd december

zhen came to my house first.

then we met joey.and then proceed to bie's house.

bie's house is nicenicenice.blue colour one.

and the design so special one.room lyk nt room lei.

but so unique.anyway,we play mahjong.

and bie onli won once.heeeee.

i won most!!ahehehe.winning streak hur.

cuz i can't win the previous 3 player mahjong lehhh~

ahaha.then after that ordered kfc delivery.

ate le then talktalk while zhen and joey take turns to play cs.

boring game.yawns.talking abt the past sec life.

hmm~frankly speaking.i do miss sec 1 sec 2 lives.

but everything changes-for the better.

my best sch life exists in sec 3 & 4.

it is this class that makes me realise what a united class is made up of.

every special and unique characters.

hmmm~and i know everything happens for a reason.

ohwell,after that, went online check out for movies.

actually we intend to watch night at the musuem.

but the response was far too good and

the cinema is full-house.

so we had no choice and go for another one.

death note 2 eh.wah.tell u i very tired lei.

this past few days slept quite late orh.

then tired ma.somemore death note so boring.

ahahha.i slept inside the cinema lei~ahah.short nap.hee!

slept on bie's shoulder hur!comfortable lei~

macham pillow sia.waahahha.

then after that woke up at watch le nor.

the show was okayokay la.dunno what happen lei.

ahahha.but know the ending-alll die.

lols.

then by the time alr 12 ++ then dunno stand then decide where to go.

in the end hor, oso walk out to find cab.the queue was so loonnnggggggg.

then it was drizzling somemore orhh.heh.

then wah,the taxi driver hor.

anyhow drive one lorh.

drive until my head so damn bloody pain.

then shut my eyes and slp.

and that idiot zhen and joey keep on snore dun let me slp.

idiot!!!!))))))=

EVIL PORKS.!!

then reach my house le.bie send me up.

today we exchange prezzie lehh~heh.

hope bie like it.

also pass zhen her prezzie and she bought mine.

ahahha.idiot.bluff me lorh!-_-

heh~thanks bie+zhen ((x

muacks.heh~

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24th december;

christmas eve.

it's granny's birthday!and oso a sunday.

so woke up at 9 leh.wahlao.ytd night i slept at 2am lorh.

not enough slp man!

then went to church orhhs.

went to eat mac for lunch lei.it's my 4consecutive day eating fast-food lo!

-_- yucksyucksyucks.getting so sick of FAST-FOOD!!!

after that went to uncle jo's house.

he just had a heart attack in bangkok.awwww.

he look pale lei cuz he just had some major heart operations ba.

then we went to dasao's house while dad,mama and mummie went hm.

then dasao get her clothes all cuz she's staying overnight with us!

hehe.then we went home.it was raining.today i was under the rain for

quite a number of times.was having a very bad headache.

and i wanted to vomit on the cab.everywhere we go sit cab.

wah.can vomit lehh.

then went hm.kor and miao gave me a uno attack prezzie.-_-

i'm still a young kiddo meh.lols.UNO lei.

anyway,THANK YOU VERY MUCH xD

at least its nice.ahah.then play awhile and headed to EASTCOAST

for a sumptous seafood FEAST!

ahaha.then it started to rain again.

then we reached the red house seafood.

yawns.i was asked to say the prayer man.

awww.then i said it.heh~then the food didn't eat much.

cuz all i dun like to eat one.

lobster-EEEEK.NONONO!

fish-NOT NICE.BLACKBLACK )=

crab-NOT NICE LEII.

but the rest they all like leh.dunno why.

mayb daren and xiaohai de taste different lorh.

basically i only ate fried rice.ha!

then after that went to ahkor's house.

played pictionary.

fun leh~must act one 0-O.

then the rest guess what u saying.hahaha.craps.

after that the oldies (mama+dad+mom)went hm.lol

left the youngies(me+kor+jie+dasao) with ahkor.

then we play mahjong a few rounds.i won the most.

i won all their chips.!heh.

ahaha.so funny.they say i'm the successor of mama.craps.

i dun wanna be a gambler pls.heh.

then after that went home around 11.15?

then bathe open prezzies!heh.

woot.this year is the best christmas i've ever had.

my dad bought each of us a present for the FIRST TIME.

weeeee.so xinfu.

gt my neth baby+zhen twinny.woo woo woo.

so nice man.i've gt nice prezzies(=

dad bought me a thumbdrive.1GB.

mom bought me a diary,organizer,ear rings,famous amos.

bro+dasao gave me a uno attack.

sis gave me a dress+energizer batteries.ahha.lmao.

ahkor bought me a box of chocolates+$$$.hoho.

mama gave me $.

biebie gave me a very super ultra nice precious moment crystal ball.

weeeee.so nicenicenice.xDheh~muacks!

twinny gave me a nice bear xD with a nice paper bag xD

aunt theresa gave me a bodyglove wallet.

duck yoke gave me a photoframe with beads of my name.

thankies for all the prezzies.xD love it very much (=

and i received so many christmas greetings.(=

then my phone keep vibrating with msgs.

then no batt le.i switch off my hp and charge it.

and..... DOZE OFF.heh

____________________________________________________

25th december;

CHRISTMAS.

ehh.woke up at 8 leh.freaking early man.i slept at 12 plus lei.

)= no slp!then we went to church cuz its the day of OBLIGATION.

((x HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO JESUS! xD

sorry i dunno how old u are.)=

i was sick.)= i had flu and headache.

until dad asked me to go home with him to take a nap and eat panadol.

then later then go ahkor's house for the party.

awww.then after church.i gt a lil better.

so i accompany jiejie,dasao and korkor and mom

to TM to get the food.pretty heavy!

then took a cab to ahkor's house.

coincidentally, we met aunt catherine.and hop in her taxi.

she gave us a free ride.

when gave her the money,she refused to accept.awww.

thkss aunt!anyway,i've countless of aunts.so dun bother to know

who is who or else u will go mad.hehehehehe.

then after that reach ahkor's house le.

then ate then play mahjong.craps.we gt chased out.

so we play the small tiny mahjong.

only won twice.ha!its luck de la.

then after that we went to catch a movie at around 3 plus.

there's this guy who always comes to ahkor's party.

it's ahkor's fren's son.

i always see him this day at her house.

hmm~he wore braces too.

and dasao was like saying he kept looking at me.

say what pei,he oso quite handsome.

then i was secretly sneering.ahah.then i whisper to jiejie.

jeh,i gt babi alr la.ask her dun lyk tt lei.

then my sis laugh.lol.so funny la she.

but hor.abit alike lei.then they were lyk saying i heard u work in a ice-cream shop.

that guy's mom said which shop?

then i say jurong IMM and i quit after a day.

then that guy oso work b4 ice-cream shop.craps lei.

he nv make icecream one lo.he scoop lei.

then say i after one day quit.lol.wan go try make anot.lol.

anyway,its a past.i had a crush on this guy last year?or lastlast year?

heh.now cannot le okay.i faithful oso can xp

heh.at least its e first time he talk to me.cuz he shy?lols.same as someone lei.

hehehehe (x

then after that went to catch night at the musuem again.

kor and dasao wanted to watch curse of the golden flower but onli left first front rows

and they dun want.

well,jie and me can't choose la.we onli had the first row lor!ROW A LEH!woooo.

then we went in.u know what anot.wahlao.

i ate the popcorn and my braces came out.ahaha!

tml i had to go find dentist le.eeeeek.

stupid popcorn!))+

then after the show end,went ajisen eat.

heee~i treat jiejie!((=

i went to shop!

ahaha.i bought 6 tops.yea.u nv hear wrongly la.

6 TOPS IN A DAY.heh.

cuz i gt the mood ma~

one billabong de,one b.u.m de,4 giordano de.

i bought my sch shoes too!ahaha.

i bought hair clips for sch!heh.

i spend $200 in a day lei.lols.

then after that when me and jiejie board the bus home,its 9+.

then there's this guy.he on his hp music so duper loud lei.

can't stand man.somemore upper deck lil bit ppl onli.abt 4?

then somemore is what song u know anot!

tamil song lehh.

then i cannot take it.i take jiejie's hp.

on the mp3.then i use my hand to cover the hole.then become loudloud.

lol.overpower his music man.the feeling so shuang!

i won lei.lols.but he still dun wan off wor.

then i find things to wrap like a hailer.

(loud-hailer)

then put the phone speaker that.

lol!the sound even louder lei.lols.so funny.

then the lady laughing oso.lols.jiejie oso laughing.

gt so funny anot.jiejie say i funny and teach her bad things.lol.

i never lei.-_-

today biebie gt no appetite )=

i've been busy this 2 days and like nv realli haohao pei bie chat.

duibuqi bie.i'm trying my best le kays.

won't wanna neglect u kays.

get well soon.~and hope u dun fall sick hur.

no no weakweak lyk tt wor.

then now listening to the waterball.heh.

first time i received such things.heh.thks bie.

the waterball so nice to stare and listen.(=

can xiang qi bie hur.(=

okay.i'm tired.tml gotta meet er to pass her prezzie and find my dentist!

my braces come out le )=awwwww.

i'm falling sick.arrrchew.

bie, wo xiang ni.

looking at the waterball again.xD

wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni.

WEILING SHI ZHEN DE AI SHUHAO DE.

very fast gonna be 2 mths!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!(:

2006-12-21T02:04:00.000-08:00

woke up at 10+.

feeling lethargic,slept at 1 last night.

then use computer awhile.

my computer kept disconnecting.

so i had to restart.awww.

until i was so peturbed by it.

then i went to cook and bathe.

did sushi myself for dear.hehe.dunno nice anot lehh.

dear say its nice.heh heh.

aahha.then after that ok le.

brought the food and walk to dear's blk.

ahahha.called him ask him come down.

still thought i joking.lols.

heh.like the surprise not.((=

ai xin meal okay.HOHO.

and came home,called delivery.

treat sis ((= guai hur.

and hor.wahlao.talk to u can vomit blood.

heng not i talk to u,if not i sure shoot back till u speechless.

shan is human.zhen and i not human le la?

wth.u go and think la.

from 10 person reduce to 4 pathetic souls.

all couldn't make it last minute cuz they are working.

i can understand.

but u are not working and u say very sian.

zhen and i was fuming alright.

my blood was boiling already.

no need come tell us all this one.

at least the least u could do is turn up right.

so what if shan they all cannot make it?

u mean she's yr boyfriend meh.-_-

u can still come and enjoy with us one what.

u mean zhen me kenneth joey not human la?

with us will sian la?

u think left we 4 person AGAIN we nt sian la huh?

everytime planning we plan till so xinku lei for HEAVEN SAKE!

then u all just one word sian.dun wan go.

you know how we all feel anot!

nvm la.next time u will understand how it feels.

PUT AEROPLANE.wan me draw aeroplane gve u see anot.

next time why dun YOU treat to plan everything?

HOT HOT HOT.

anyway,4 of us intend to have a mahjong session on the 23rd.

so what if left 4 of us again?ya AGAIN.i strongly emphasize on this word.

well,nvm.4 of us although little ppl.

we can still enjoy and treasure the time spent (=

put the time to good use.(=

yayness! (= and i've patch sistership with angella ((:

that's all for today (=

PPL!RED STANDS FOR?

AGITATED!

2006-12-20T01:57:00.000-08:00

alright.woke up at 11 plus.

rushing through a letter cuz later meeting dear.

then was late cuz i wrote the letter.

erms.then band le.i nv late lei.

tell me 2.30 start in the end 3 + then start.

i want smack face!haha.

then talk on phone so long until yubing so funny.

she say still talking arhs.band start already lei.

waahahah.then sectionals first.pls man.

onli 6 pathetic souls came.

i'm so infuriated la.

out of 16 lei.!mind you.

somemore these 5 ppl all sec 1s and 2s can.

most of the sec 1,2 and 3s die already man.-_-

i know some have reasons.the others just MIA meh?

even i make an effort to come can.

then mrlim nv come lorh!

eeeeeee.then band was so BORING.

alright.after band went to meet dear.

nice hair what.heee.so studious.(=

dunno the meaning come ask me.HOHO.

anyway, my brother and i was so funny.

aha.then we order supper.that's UNUSUAL can.

heeeeee.dear like the letter.heee.weeee~

and grace told me she couldn't make it for the 23rd.

she's working.sigh.angella too )=

2006-12-19T06:43:00.000-08:00

hmm.today i woke up at 12!

ya.never see wrongly hur.ahaha.

so tired man.last night slept at 12 plus.

msg halfway with bie~until i doze off.

ahaha.then today rained all day can.

so cold.)= i woke up at 12 the feeling still like ten plus lei.
ahahhaha!anyway,chat with bie until night man.

ahahha.he still abit indecisive with whether to go

NS or other schs ba.

jiayou!i've faith that u'll choose yr right path bie~

hehehes.

ehh,really very shibai to have you as my father can anot.

u don't know i put in effort nevermind la.

no need rub salt into my wounds one.

understand anott.u dun come compare ppl's

O lvl L1R4 with my N lvl results.

N is N,O is O.

u want compare then i have nth to say.

yr own daughter oso u dun wanna trust.

i'm so speechless leh.

i really wonder how will life be if uncle long legs were to be

my father.will life be way better?

anyway, in this house,

you and mama always wanted me to be a boy what.

sorry to disappoint you all.so what if i'm a girl.

i can do things better off that your BAOBEI GRANDSON/SON.

all he knows is sit and shake leg.

did i ever have that opportunity to do so?

and daddy!no matter how hard i try,u just dun see it in yr eyes,

DON'T YOU!

then u dun interfere my life.

just my luck that you are my father if not

mummie,jiejie and me won't SUFFER okay!

all this years,anyway.

you jolly well know what u did.

is mummy yang jia leh.not you.

u won't guilty wan ah?

everything mummy pay leh.

even if now u have job.u won't offer to pay oso.

if just now i talk back,i'm sure u will give me that inflaming print on my cheek.

RIGHT ANOT!whatever.

i'm so sad to have a dad like you.

how would life be if long legs were to be my dad.

he would praise me,reward me,pamper me.

would you?but nvm.tong ren bu tong ming.byebye.

2006-12-18T06:07:00.000-08:00

alright.my results are out.

using my sis's laptop to update.

okay.i went to sch then went in with zhen.then we went to

the hall.then the new principal talk and talk.

although her pronounciation was remarkable but.

too naggy already.ahahha.somemore she lyk my bie leh.

ahahaha.smack her =x just kidding la.

then time to get results.by register no.

my sis and mom still go stand there pressurize me.

aiyo~anyway,i was overjoyed that all 163 went up to sec5!

ahahha.and of course baby made it to!

then called my tuition tcher,charles,zhang'e.

this 3 asked me to inform them the moment i got my results.

then my tuition tcher was shock i got a two for my english.

hahah.same for me.in my whole entire life i only

have grade 4 or 5 for my english man.

my N lvls result:

English- TWO

Combined Humanities- TWO

Mathematics- TWO

Principles of Accounting- ONE

Chinese- TWO

Combined Science- THREE.

okay.for my geo+ss,i didn't expect a two.(= realli so happy.

i want tell mohan thank you.hehes.

then english oso unexpected.realli realli unexpected.

i thought i was near to failure cuz i did the comprehension and

it was so damn difficult.ahahha.

and my chinese.omg.my chinese is like lousy standard.

everytime prelims i get four one.

heeee.i realli so happy i dun have any FOUR and FIVE in my

results.thk god man.i'm gonna go repay le (=

weeeeeeeee.novena realli works marvellous xD

okie.after that,mom and sis brought me to pizza hut.

yaypiiieeee.ahaha.

ate a feast.yummy yum yum.

then we went fairprice to shop.lols.

then came home.was so happy.but

i'll not be too complacent alright.

i'll continue to work hard for my Os.

and i mean it.

i've given my word to god.

i said if he is willing to

grant me a chance to go up to sec five,

i'll treasure the opportunity given and really work on it.

you've my word god!i'll nv slack and laze around anymore.

it's time i work hard for my own studies.(=

thank you O so much.(=

as for my baby, dun huei xing.

i'll always be by yr side.

although u will nt be coming up to sec 5 with me,

i know u will be right beside me supporting me spiritually.

(= baby,i'll study hard and not disappoint you alright.

baby,give yrself a pat on yr shoulder.

u made it!(=

u score well and is able to go up (=

you are smart,just that u are lazy to put in the effort.

you see yr humanities,never study oso get four okay.

uu study sure get 1 alr lahs.

so no matter what is yr choice,

wifey will support u alright.(=

jiayou.and although i will miss yyou.

dun let ppl bully u over there okay.(=

wo ai ni~(=dun fan already okay.

lastly,thks to those ppl who wish me gd luck (=

thank you very much for yr wishes.

2006-12-17T18:53:00.000-08:00

hees.woke up at 9 am.

it was raining all day long wor.

SOME ppl can slp till so long.)x

humphf.heees.anyway, today went to church.

hmmm.today they lighted up the PINK candle!hee.

it signifies JOY (:

and after church went to eat orhhs.

and after that went parkway.

went to the arcade lei.new one.

hahah.then cabbed back.

alright tml is the day when i see whther i sink into hell,

OR float to heaven.lols.

time realli flies.how fast.

tml is the day.

great because i can wear sch uniform.

but would it be the last time i wear it?haha.

WON'T OKAY.must have confidence.

if not alot of ppl say me )x

heees.oso can see my whole class tml!weeee before

we go seperate ways )x

wahlao.very saddening one lorhs.

hope all can go up as ONE WHOLE CLASS.

hee!i bet i can't sleep tonight orhhs.

awwwwwwww* who can man!u tell me u tell me!

ahaahaha.before N lvl paper i oso can't slp.

but now same thing happening ehh. (x

ahah.i pray le.

really hope god will answer my prayer.

if it is your will, answer it (x

if it comes true, i'll consider disclosing what my wish is (x

heh heh!all curious to know right!ha!

weeeeee.tml mummy and jiejie going neh )x

aiyoyo.but hor if i manage hor, will get a treat from them!hee.

baby!wo hen xiang ni lei.

and hor.whether u got fate to eat my meals not let's

see tomorrow la hor.ahahha.or i got fate to eat anything i want

FROM SINGAPORE.MUHAHAHH.

AND!i forget to tell u baby.

u cannot sit cab go buy okay.cuz it'll be too easy for you.

i WANT you to sit bus or walk go and buy.can anot?! (:

heh heh got difficulty lehh! (x hohoho.

2006-12-16T18:29:00.000-08:00

nethneth. ai weiling!weiling shi ge xiaohuaidan!=). says:
U THINK I MOUNTAIN TURTLE AH

nethneth. ai weiling!weiling shi ge xiaohuaidan!=). says:
ALTHOUGH ABIT LIKE BUT I AM NOT OKIE

nethneth. ai weiling!weiling shi ge xiaohuaidan!=). says:
COZ U ASK ME U DUNO TORTISE GOT EGG AH!

nethneth. ai weiling!weiling shi ge xiaohuaidan!=). says:
ITS THE SAME AS I ASKING U DUNO CHICKEN GOT EGG AH!

x[CHERYL]__.* I LOVE KENNETH GOH.heh heh says:
ORHS.ICICS

LOL!very funny right?everybody pls laugh cuz i laugh at this for about 10 mins bahs.

x) m a nt a person who is that insane.

for those who wanna laugh pls read this.it HELPS!ahha.

he very cute right.girlgirls outside all sure envy one.

but sorry hor. is i make him cute one.which in other words

is MAN MADE LA nt he ownself cute de nehs.

so he not natural cute one.so better dun like him la hor?

i like can le. cuz i made one ma hor.ahahhaa.lmao.

2006-12-16T01:17:00.000-08:00

at last i feel a peace of mind x)

ohno man.ytd my mom suddenly strike a conversation

with me,saying that she insists on going to sch on mon with

me.But!i've already told her umpteen times that

there's no parents going already!!arghh.

wellwellwell,i really don't wanna disappoint her.

i wanna go to sch alone and go home myself.

can anot.i'm no longer a baby.really.

and she said korkor & jiejie get results she followed.

that's bcuz it's their Os! not Ns!

nvm.i'm so grateful i've her.

cuz she said something to me that makes me feel worthy.(x

if u don't make it then it's alright!mayb yr talent

is in otther things.woooooo.

i like it when she said this man!

at least nt giving me any pressure hur.

weeee.alright.ytd zhang'e that idiot she de call me le.

talk until 1 hr ++ man.

she so kpo!ahahha.thurs going to have an outing with them.

ehhhh.miss them so much leh!wait

they graduate can't see them le.awwww*

and just 2 more days to my results.awwww*

alright!i woke up at 9 lie on my bed till 11.lols.

then bathe and boom! i'm out.

ahahha.then there's this lil malay girl.

with big sparkling eyes,staring at me from head to toe.

i just feel like giving her one tight slap.

seriously, she gave me an urge man.

anyway!i did not la.if not u see my face being

published in tomorrow's papers.

then went to novena alr.(x

i was alil late.

hahhaa.then after that finish alr praypray orh.

then went to the altar.again i pray.

then i went to get some holy water.

washed my hands and sprinkle on my head YOU MEI YOU.

heeeee.then i will have the mentality to strategize right anot.ha.

i oso pray to have confidence and the faith.xD

pray for many many things.

shuo chu lai jiu bu ling le px

heeee.then i took some money out,

gave it to the old lady selling napkins in the church.

i feel so good cuz i can help her!

i ask her to keep those napkins cuz i dun need it.

weeeeee.wonder woman (:

she said million thks cuz she couldn't sell out any.

weeeee.feel so good lah.x)

then take holy water oso smile smile at ppl.

i think i siao already.

nvm.this is call friendly x)

anyway, i proceeded home.

then walked home that time.

saw this lecherous asshole sitting at the coffee shop.

walking pass him was inevitable cuz i had to get to my house ma.

then he stare at me from head to toe

then suddenly pop his head out.

then i just heck care him and tiao him.ha!

such a bustard.

weeeeee. i feel at ease (:

i think i will face monday bravely.

=D just 2 more days to the official day.

(x my baby bet with me leh.

hubbie!see u have to buy me food or i cook for u hor!

still say wan feng fu one.so cute eh.

i cook feng fu one la.

u like egg rite.

i cook-boiled egg,steamed egg,fried egg,scramble egg,

duck egg,dinosaur egg,frog egg,tortise egg,quail egg

give u can? feng fu enough ma biebie.xD

ahahaha.lmao.so funny.had such a good laugh.

MU-HAHAHAHAHHAHHA.

4-7/8?

WHO WILL WIN?

place yr bets.

all those vote for kenneth go one side.HA!

vote for me one pls come find me.lols.

hehehe.so funny nehs (x

weeeeeeeee.

2006-12-15T15:15:00.000-08:00

alright.i went to the orthodontics this afternoon.

the dentist said my teeth was excellent and progressing fast.

I've changed my powerchains and lower bonds

to suit the upcoming festival!-christmas.

My powerchain is red and

my lower bond is made of mixtures of alternate red+green.

It doesn't look as great as the previous

rainbow bonds which i liked very much (:

awwwww*

anyway,i can get to change it on the next visit-

19 january 2007.

just another 3 big days to the releasing of results.

time really flies.

my mom actually sms me and said she had applied leave

on that date to be with me thru the gd & bad times -__-

she insists on giving me that emotional support.

well, i told her there wasn't a need to but -_- argh.

nvm.she's a good mom.i love you mom.muhha.

i'm just afraid of the worst to come.

ahah!shuldn't think too much.

if i succeed in promoting up-

i'll return back to novena and drop another thanksgiving

petition.okokokokok?plsplsplsplspls.

i have faith.and i just borrowed baby's confidence xD

ahahah.so amusing.he kept correcting my chinese -_-

until i burst out to laughter when i read my sent items.

ahaha.typo la!ahah.can anot.

ahaha.baby is getting a lil more adorable these days.

good news or bad news?

ahahaha.bad because he looks like a kiddo.and

girls outside will be attracted.muhaha.

good because he's special in a way(well,at least to me!)xD

the festive season is about to come!(:

hohoho.funfunfunfunfun right!=) say YES! x)